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+ Who am I? + + Peiyi + my fav song-LAU DA TE& CHURCH SONGS... + 2009 resolutions: +Ministry: +1)spend 15 mins at 7am every morning with God +1)Serve in dance ministry +2)Pioneer school of chemical life science-a caregroup of 5 by end June 2009 +Family: +1)have family time on sun at 9pm +2)can go run with either mum or dad on sun +Studies: GPA score: 3.5pts (revise at least 2 hrs per day 1 subject per day) +Skills: +1)continue to learn guitar and drums +2)skill in expressing myself +3)leadership skills +4)new skills- don’t know yet + My Fellow Cool Star-catchers + + stc choir blog + chu er + chin liat + Pastor Ben + Pastor Jeff + Jasmine + sherlyn + rebecca + weiting + ailing + nicole-cousin + caryn + lizhi + weiling + stephanie + Mei Xuan + Yi Heng + Lennon + Randall + Jorris + Florence + John + Esther + SP UNIT + Edmund + yan han + NAS + quan+ Hint Me +
<[Do you ever feel like breaking down?]>
<[Do you ever feel out of place?]>
<[Like somehow you just don't belong]>
<[And no one understands you]>
<[Do you ever want to run away?]>
<[Do you lock yourself in your room?]>
<[With the radio on turned up so loud]>
<[That no one hears you screaming]>
<[No you don't know what it's like]>
<[When nothing feels alright]>
<[You don't know what it's like]>
<[To be like me]>
<[*this is the chorus.]>
<[To be hurt, to feel lost]>
<[To be left out in the dark]>
<[To be kicked when you're down]>
<[To feel like you've been pushed around]>
<[To be on the edge of breaking down]>
<[And no one's there to save you]>
<[No you don't know what it's like]>
<[Welcome to my life]>
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Sunday, June 10, 2007 yo!! it's finally holidays! yeah!! haha! finally there is time to blog and shop! it's still great S'pore sale so i really hope that i can get all my new stuff that i need before it ends.. haha! anyway, thinking back of the preparation for shiyun(known her for 10 years liao)'s birthday, i was really quite disappointed coz this is the first time I actually put in so much effort to prepare this unique surprise for her. i asked my mum to buy a cake from redhill market, then the rest who stay near enough to come over and help me in this plan. so Yi Heng, Yan Han, Jorris, Shawn and Gordon came over with me after the buffet. i was so excited that i introduced to them my ji ji-younger bro, jorris and shawn were so funny!! they were playing with them like when i was young. haha! i quickly bathed and it was getting late. initially, she told me that she would be at home at 12pm. so i told them by 12.30 pm we will be going home. however, at that time, i was getting sleepy as i has been an early sleeper sincce young. but upon the mission that is at hand, i could not bring myself to sleep.. i noe that e rest is also very tired after a long day in school. we continued to wait for her sms. she smsed me once again and said that she will be home at about 1+ am as she was at the kbox at clementi. truly, i was really upset.. and yi heng and yan han had to take a taxi home and even got scolded for being late. i felt even worse that night as it was my fault that i am the 1 who forgot to ask shiyun if she has any plans after her cca,wushu,..... in the end, we talked and i learnt much from Jorris and that i am not facing this prob alone.. i could not sleep that whole night and i kept thinking of the rest-like how are they ... Jorris, Gordon and Shawn had to roam around.. but thank God! the next day, God reminded me to be a divine blessing to the people around me through the sermon on sat. it hits me so hard that i became so excited to share what i have learnt during service to hanhong in the mrt station.. then i am so encouraged by God so i smsed shiyun if she's at home.. e cake cant last long.. and anyway, she's at hme. so i decided to represent the rest of the unit by celebrating for her at 10.15pm. i went down to the table near the residents' corner and i get ready for the small celebration. then i prayed that it will be a fruitful 1 and that she will feel God's love through this. sure enough..seh felt God's love and she is so touched.. haha! THERE'S STH STUPID HAPPENED! I COULD NOT LIGHT UP THE CAKE WITH THE LIGHTER!! i feel so bad lah coz in the end she light it up herself.. but thank God that she taught me how to use the lighter for the very first time. haha!! hey, it's my first time lor.. brave liao.. haha! God has twisted everything and i learnt so much from this period of time!! GOD WILL MAKE A WAY WHEN THERE SEEMS TO BE NO WAY! AND THERE WILL BE MIRACLES AS WE CONTINUE TO PUT OUR TRUST IN HIM! love u all! jia you for this week's ess!! :> |