yo! just came back from cg.. though tired as it had been a long day from 8am to 6.30pm, with microbiology test 1 and have to plan how to lead holy communion... wow! so many things lah.. but i still thank God that it has been a fruitful day and it's a priviledge to serve the Lord! haha! today didnt started too well as i had a lesson where the teacher scolded mei xuan, doris and me for being so slow at microsoft excel. i was real angry! it's not our fault that we were slow.. can't he just slow down and wait for us to finish our exercise before going to another? he didnt stop at all lah. of course we are imperfect, we will make mistakes. we made mistakes and there was not enough time for us to do the thing again. this started to make my heart boil. then somemore scolded us in front of the class and even scolded for half an hour! almost flew into a rage if Holy Spirit didnt prompt me about self control. then i was not really prepared to lead holy comm.. then somemore slept late yesterday to help teck sin in chem, study for my bio test.. it made me feel real tired.. i kept asking God "how? how to lead holy comm? im not ready." then on the way after the test to hq, God reminded me of the picture of a bookmark that i saw last time. it started with a question."how much do u love me?" under the picture of the cross, it says" this much". haha! cool! then played a song, then prayed. wow! something amazing happened during the sharing of what is our comfort zones... haha! 1by 1 they took turns to share.. and i was thinking real hard what is my comfort zone.. what will we be doing now if we dont know God.. it came to my turn. everyone shouted "tv!!!" haha! i found that it's true... now i got another testimony to share of how God transformed me., i remembered last time before i get to know Christ, i was a very terrible tv addict. i can watch about 5-6hrs of tv. and i can even quarel with my dad over the channel that i wnated to watch. i also scolded my mum back when she asked me to do something during my tv show. wow! i am so amazed that now i only watch 1hr of tv... as i have a greater purpose in Christ- is to make Him known! yeah! God changed my perspective of life and helped me to spend my time wisely. have learnt alot through the years.. God is moulding me.. haha! have a great night! now, i dont quarel with my dad and shout at my mum over the tv.. thank God! hope that u all can experience transformation too! nitez! :>