yo! back to blog! it's 11 am and i am still at home. y? coz i do not have lesson now. my lesson starts at 2pm.. haha! thank God for this time so that i can study and clear my stuff. all those household chores and get updated with news. yesterday felt quite upset about some stuff and thought for a very long time..kept telling shawn and jorris how i feel. thank God for them.. feel so much better after sharing.. smehow slowly i believe tat i am going to have a breakthrough soon.. then i realised i need to come into God's presence for a solution.. hence, i started to praise and worship God with a song called "it is your love." wow!! i feel so much so much better, it's so much better than seeking revenge smehow when i focus on God.. now i am Janelle Levitys- i have a new life with God.. God dont mind about my past, why must i keep thinking of what had happened.. anyway, yest a very funny thing happened. it started with mei xuan changing her msn nick to my name. then it was pooi yee.. people on msn were real confused as there were 3 Janelle Levitys.. diaoz!! SO FUNNY!! it's time to mature in e Lord.. do my best for Him in class and pray that i will not sleep in class.. Lord, pls help me not to sleep in class and that rei ping can come back to you and experience your love for her.. in jesus name, amen.