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+ Who am I? + + Peiyi + my fav song-LAU DA TE& CHURCH SONGS... + 2009 resolutions: +Ministry: +1)spend 15 mins at 7am every morning with God +1)Serve in dance ministry +2)Pioneer school of chemical life science-a caregroup of 5 by end June 2009 +Family: +1)have family time on sun at 9pm +2)can go run with either mum or dad on sun +Studies: GPA score: 3.5pts (revise at least 2 hrs per day 1 subject per day) +Skills: +1)continue to learn guitar and drums +2)skill in expressing myself +3)leadership skills +4)new skills- don’t know yet + My Fellow Cool Star-catchers + + stc choir blog + chu er + chin liat + Pastor Ben + Pastor Jeff + Jasmine + sherlyn + rebecca + weiting + ailing + nicole-cousin + caryn + lizhi + weiling + stephanie + Mei Xuan + Yi Heng + Lennon + Randall + Jorris + Florence + John + Esther + SP UNIT + Edmund + yan han + NAS + quan+ Hint Me +
<[Do you ever feel like breaking down?]>
<[Do you ever feel out of place?]>
<[Like somehow you just don't belong]>
<[And no one understands you]>
<[Do you ever want to run away?]>
<[Do you lock yourself in your room?]>
<[With the radio on turned up so loud]>
<[That no one hears you screaming]>
<[No you don't know what it's like]>
<[When nothing feels alright]>
<[You don't know what it's like]>
<[To be like me]>
<[*this is the chorus.]>
<[To be hurt, to feel lost]>
<[To be left out in the dark]>
<[To be kicked when you're down]>
<[To feel like you've been pushed around]>
<[To be on the edge of breaking down]>
<[And no one's there to save you]>
<[No you don't know what it's like]>
<[Welcome to my life]>
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Friday, February 08, 2008 yo! finally back to blog! haha! how's everyone's chinese new year? visit family members right? fun? know that you all have many ang baos like me... haha! every Chinese new year is always a fun yet pressurizing at times.. yep.. every year is like a competition among my cousins while every year is a great time to catch up with one another.. yep.. not bad la this year except for some scoldings and irritating people in the family.. not blogging this to condemn anyone but hope that one day they will change for the better.. somehow this year is abit different.. for the first day,got to see da ber's daughter.. some distant cousin who i dont usually talk to.. finally can catch up with her about her life.. she's like so depressed.. dont work, dont study..sad yet excited for her as her dad come to ask me for help.. i thank God for the wisdom i have through all these years to choose and make the right decisions. yep.. gg to help her to let her have a chance to get to know Christ! yep.. she asked me out for tea!! wow!! so cool! cant believe my eyes when she actually messaged me! i see a vision that she will be a different and new person in Christ that can influence her family for the better.. yep.. i am glad that i see God moving in this side of the family!! yep.. through the years, God's faithfulness never fails.... 2nd day is when i felt the most pressured.. i have to keep quiet most of the time coz if i say anything wrong, someone will scold me. wow! didnt know my mum and dad also felt the same.. anyway, thank God that we all can finally open our mouths and shout excitedly at home! have alot of ang baos!! so excited for more to come!! God is going to do something more in my family.. hope that more people will come to know Christ personally.. then our family spiritual atmosphere will be so much better.. yep.. God bless! have a wonderful Chinese New Year!! :> |