yo! im back.. having stomachache but i still wanna blog.. it feels terrible.. this is my first time shivering in my sleep without any fever.. had diahhorea for 2 days.. but didnt tell anyone. thought that it was just normal.. untill i shiver in my sleep. i realise.. i realise.. it's either food infection or food poisoning.. so scary.. this is my first time.. ask my dad wants to accompany me to c doctor.. he said dont want.. what is this?? is this love? whatever la.. dont want then dont want.. when does he bother? nvm. wait for randall ba.. she will be here at 2pm. thank God for all those ppl praying for me.. anyway, wanna rejoice with what happen yesterday! i manage to make it to the word for life- relationship seminar. to learn the last 2 parts of the unhealthy relationship..

learnt alot from the seminar on how to solve unhealthy relationships.. then i rmb kristy and i...
i met her as she wanted to return me money. met her & she looked so tired. she said she havent eat from 7am untill she meet me.. wow.. her work is really stressing her out.. however, i know God has moved in her life.. have been praying for her all these years.. my labour in e Lord is not in vain.. she finally understand and answer the question i asked her through the card.. why she backslide? why she started out to be a Christian.. i actually can remember that card. yesterday finally we both open up to one another.. tough but God is there for both of us.. yep, she finally understood almost everything already.. she grew so much after she backslide..thank God that i didnt gave up.. if not i will be continuing the so called the "fear dance". it's good not to backslide to help those who have backslided.. one thing i can say after all these..

prayer really works&changes things..

it is a miracle now that she actually understood and grew so much in God.. thank God for protecting her and bring her back somehow.. now it's my turn to change.. to restore this relatonship, bring her back to let her grow in e Lord even more and be a leader for God again.. i am going to share this as a testimony soon.. it has been a tough fight yet a fruitful one that God use to mold us in some ways.. Lord, thank you for your plan! i finally understand why i have to go through all these all these years...
dear Lord, i wanna pray for those who backslide that they will come back to you! like moka and kristy that i saw recently.. Holy Sprit keeps convicting me it's time for them to come back.. i wanna see them help the others who are lost too.. it's not because of me but it's because of you... let your will be done! :>