yo! im back from camp! not just some normal, boring school camp... but it's POLY, DI, NS ARETE CAMP!!!! yeah! initially, i didnt really expect much from this camp.. i have many struggles before this camp.. yep.. to me.. oh another camp.. it's like so many people in sp unit is so excited.. really excited.. but for me?i even thought of not wanting to go for this camp coz i dont have any clothes for the theme night.. i was not really expecting much.. just feeling normal.. just know that God is moving and told me things 2 weeks before the camp.. yep.. then it was time to plan objectives for the camp.. my first objective is that God can confirm whatever He said through the leaders as i was not very sure, get refreshed by Him.. my second objective is to get to know those from youth more.. my third objective is to get to meet up with my ex- cg people from youth.. yep.. these 3 main objectives... yep.. all fufilled in this camp which i decided to go for!!!! :>

well, let me start from the 1st day of camp.. a brief summary of it.. everyone met at lavender mrt station at 11+.. some were early, some were late.. yep.. then we walked to golden mile complex.. which is a huge building for tour agencies.. cool! never been upstairs before! so we walked into the room that is booked for all of us.. it started with very few people.. then more people started to stream in during prayermeet and worship.. an amazing thing is that the worship song that we sang is "A HEART FOR YOU".. yep.. you know what? that was the worship song that kept ringing in my head 2 weeks before the camp and i worshiped God at home with this song of course with my cool guitar!! wow! this is the first amazing and memorable part of the camp.. it started real good.. i realized that God is confirming what He said to me 2 weeks ago.. then i asked Him to let leaders say it out coz i still want to confirm it.. so yep.. the first teaching was like a warm up to me.. not bad.. then we had dinner together while we prepared for the "P.D.I NS GOT TALENTS".. ours is a drama.. i didnt know what was happening as i didnt really went for the rehearsals coz of work.. yep.. was afraid that i would go out at the wrong time.. everyone's acting were real good.. the props were good.. the sound system was ok.. the kale fairs were good.. me? i am the one who show the flip card of 10 mins later.. i was really unsure of the sequence.. i was real scared that i will bring the whole group down.. yep.. before the performance i prayed for courage from God.. that i will not walk too fast.. yep.. somehow God took over and i came out.. at right time + 1 wrong time.. as i thought Gordon was telling me to walk out.. i walked out.. actually he's telling Raymond to say his line.. yep.. felt bad as Abigail said my part was awkward.. then i felt tired as it was going to be midnight.. finally it was time to take a chartered bus to downtown east chalet.. slept early... the rest had fun eating nasi lemak i think..

the 2nd day..
really wanna thank God for Yanhan and Jolene that they actually bought mac breakfast for me! yep.. if not i would have to eat instant noodles and that's not going to be filling and full for me.. time for workshop! there were 4 workshops to choose from.. i went for the "rediscover the Bible" workshop.. wow! i learn much.. and i was amazed by God again.. why? my favorite verse was taken as an example in the teaching.. wow! thank God for Micheal.. who taught us the lesson.. wow! sure enough.. God is continuing his confirmation and reminded me about this verse.. ate lunch and went for service! service was cool! it's my first time having service in that golden mile complex.. and we sang "a heart for you" again! wow! glad to see Guixiang- a new believer, joining us for service! after praise there was another teaching... teaching is getting better.. then i began to feel tired.. coz it's going to be midnight.. i wanted not to sleep.. i tried to keep awake.. ooo.. in the end, still slept.. diao!! haha! nvm...

the 3rd day..
we started to have praise and worship.. then the 3rd teaching.. lunch.. this time we sang grace! haha! after lunch we got the 4th teaching.. thank God for those leaders who taught all of us! i responded to God as there is a great conviction in my heart that God's plan for me can be fufilled.. wow! God reminded me of the vision of me on stage again.. then another thing which amazes me is qianwen's joy of coming to know the Lord! she is from china.. her chinese is real chim! i am better in english.. 2 of us find it quite difficult to communicate.. but this did not stop us from talking to one another! we both learnt alot from one another! i saw how she is joyful! and God filled me with joy too! this is the first time that she prayed for me during response! wow!wow! then we dressed up for theme night.. wow! it's great! the best part of it all is to have a toast together and affirmation! wow! got many strings as well as put many strings on others arms as well! this idea is rather new! i thank God for this new idea.. i went to affirm many people.. even though i have no more strings.. haha! i really felt loved with words of affirmation! yep.. jeremy and i said the same thing.. so lame!! haha! another amazing thing is that elisha put 1 string on me too!! wow! he told me how i have helped him to overcome his struggle of self centredness.. i was surprised!! so surprised!! i thank God for him who have helped me in my math.. wow! i see how God can use me even though i m so young.. haha! funny sia! then i tied a string onto pastor jasmine's arm too.. thank her for her help in the choosing of the options.. she is overjoyed when i told her i got into food technology! she was like so happy for me! i am so glad to have someone in the same course as me.. she was in the same course as me before.. haha! then she said something that i would never forget.. guess what is it? "start a caregroup in the course!" i had mixed feelings at that moment.. i am excited,scared and surprised at the same time! wow! i am so amazed by God! yep.. smehow God confirmed it through her.. it's time to overcome the struggle i have for many years 1st hopefully by my birthday then i can start to work on people again and be a shepherd by June.. yep.. thank God for the opportunity to meet up with meirong and yiyou! we affirmed one another! wow! it's great! and i told them stc is going through a crisis.. looking forward to meet up with them to pray for those in stc as well as the groups we are in now.. yep.. and sp unit won the best drama!! thank God! jia you ppl! God is moving! i know it! God is amazing!! :>