yo! back.. to blog.. after a real long time.. recently so many things happen.. Sichuan earthquake after the myanmmar stuff.. yep.. i see many sad faces crying for their children... watching the charity show now.. very sad for those who have lost their loved ones.. condolences.. ya.. however, somehow i know why all this happen.. it's end times le! means that Jesus is coming back! yep.. i really wanna have a good rest... yep.. and these remind me that God has anointed me to bring hope to the people around me.. be quick! save the souls around me!! God spoke to me through quiet time and even through service.. smehow i know that sermon was a little difficult last sat for a new believer.. but i can understand coz i have gone through a lot with God and even going it through now.. it's His love, grace and amazing power that keeps me serving till today.. i really wanna thank God for working in my mum's heart.. she has been going to many churches, many bible classes but she is not growing as much.. i see how God moves through troubles when my mum and grandma quarrel with one another everyday.. 1 quarrel after another, i know that God has touched my mum's heart to have a relationship with Him rather than do religion.. as i spend time with her today, i knew what i thought of last time really came through.. and of course, i see the big picture of it.. it's a period of touch and testings.. she finally asked me for a solution and asked me why is all these happpening.. yep.. then i asked her.. "are you tired?"she answered "yes". i really wanna share with her what God tell me later after the charity show.. Lord, please use me to help my mum to come to know you personally. i need your help.. Holy Spirit help me with what to share with her later.. In Jesus's name.. Amen.. :>