yo!! im back!! got a huge testimony to share!!! haha! really wanna thank God for helping meiyan out from her depression!! yeah!! really glad!! i know it's not by me.. i know it's God!! He work through all of us those girls.. wow!! im amazed!! very amazed! God is moving!! at the time when i am real confused with my decision if i should go for membership class.. i prayed about it for very long and asked God to show His amazing power to convict me to go for membership class.. and of course! His faithfulness never fails!! He's changing meiyan bit by bit.. and also me bit by bit... i realise that there's a purpose for this.. i really thank God for what He had done! really hope that meiyan will come to know Christ and join me in this race! haha! and.. guess wad? i have decided to go for membership class! i am convicted by God that He's with me no matter wad happens.. it's a great adventure with Him and i believe that i can overcome my weakness with Him in time to come.. i am really thankful that this period of time God has really mould me and that i have grown.. i really believe that God is gg to use meiyan greatly to bring hope and salvation to our family! haha! i really wanna thank God for those who encouraged me to love those whom i dont really like.. ppl such as randall, baorun, jeremy, santono, blah blah blah.. many many in the sp unit! thank God for u all! really! continue to walk closely with God in this race! :>