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+ Who am I? + + Peiyi + my fav song-LAU DA TE& CHURCH SONGS... + 2009 resolutions: +Ministry: +1)spend 15 mins at 7am every morning with God +1)Serve in dance ministry +2)Pioneer school of chemical life science-a caregroup of 5 by end June 2009 +Family: +1)have family time on sun at 9pm +2)can go run with either mum or dad on sun +Studies: GPA score: 3.5pts (revise at least 2 hrs per day 1 subject per day) +Skills: +1)continue to learn guitar and drums +2)skill in expressing myself +3)leadership skills +4)new skills- don’t know yet + My Fellow Cool Star-catchers + + stc choir blog + chu er + chin liat + Pastor Ben + Pastor Jeff + Jasmine + sherlyn + rebecca + weiting + ailing + nicole-cousin + caryn + lizhi + weiling + stephanie + Mei Xuan + Yi Heng + Lennon + Randall + Jorris + Florence + John + Esther + SP UNIT + Edmund + yan han + NAS + quan+ Hint Me +
<[Do you ever feel like breaking down?]>
<[Do you ever feel out of place?]>
<[Like somehow you just don't belong]>
<[And no one understands you]>
<[Do you ever want to run away?]>
<[Do you lock yourself in your room?]>
<[With the radio on turned up so loud]>
<[That no one hears you screaming]>
<[No you don't know what it's like]>
<[When nothing feels alright]>
<[You don't know what it's like]>
<[To be like me]>
<[*this is the chorus.]>
<[To be hurt, to feel lost]>
<[To be left out in the dark]>
<[To be kicked when you're down]>
<[To feel like you've been pushed around]>
<[To be on the edge of breaking down]>
<[And no one's there to save you]>
<[No you don't know what it's like]>
<[Welcome to my life]>
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Monday, September 29, 2008 back... to blog.. about the goodness of God! this time is during jamming... that Holy Spirit led me.. it's like cannot be described.. i remembered how i asked God to help me in the toilet.. i kept going to the toilet.. coz i was real scared... everytime scared with new people around.. this time it's mei hua.. somehow really thank God for her! she came and then i realised i forgot how to play but then it's like so unprepared coz only have 1 day of practice.. i prayed.. and somehow trusted.. thank God also for Jorris who encouraged me! though the music was weird.. coz drums and guitar could not coordinate.. but God kept telling me to carry on... and do not give up as He's with me.. He wants to use me to do something great in sp... interesting! i played and played and played even more! did not want to stop.. but time's up la.. it's great to be God's presence! then wad happened after that, there's another jamming room beside us in use.. people whom we do not know.. they played and make some weird noise.. their drum skills are good.. but as we make our way down to the toilet.. heard that they played "hosanna" mockingly.. they were making fun of us.. somehow.. inside me, anger burned.. and this verse came after that. |