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+ Who am I? + + Peiyi + my fav song-LAU DA TE& CHURCH SONGS... + 2009 resolutions: +Ministry: +1)spend 15 mins at 7am every morning with God +1)Serve in dance ministry +2)Pioneer school of chemical life science-a caregroup of 5 by end June 2009 +Family: +1)have family time on sun at 9pm +2)can go run with either mum or dad on sun +Studies: GPA score: 3.5pts (revise at least 2 hrs per day 1 subject per day) +Skills: +1)continue to learn guitar and drums +2)skill in expressing myself +3)leadership skills +4)new skills- don’t know yet + My Fellow Cool Star-catchers + + stc choir blog + chu er + chin liat + Pastor Ben + Pastor Jeff + Jasmine + sherlyn + rebecca + weiting + ailing + nicole-cousin + caryn + lizhi + weiling + stephanie + Mei Xuan + Yi Heng + Lennon + Randall + Jorris + Florence + John + Esther + SP UNIT + Edmund + yan han + NAS + quan+ Hint Me +
<[Do you ever feel like breaking down?]>
<[Do you ever feel out of place?]>
<[Like somehow you just don't belong]>
<[And no one understands you]>
<[Do you ever want to run away?]>
<[Do you lock yourself in your room?]>
<[With the radio on turned up so loud]>
<[That no one hears you screaming]>
<[No you don't know what it's like]>
<[When nothing feels alright]>
<[You don't know what it's like]>
<[To be like me]>
<[*this is the chorus.]>
<[To be hurt, to feel lost]>
<[To be left out in the dark]>
<[To be kicked when you're down]>
<[To feel like you've been pushed around]>
<[To be on the edge of breaking down]>
<[And no one's there to save you]>
<[No you don't know what it's like]>
<[Welcome to my life]>
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Thursday, November 13, 2008 yo! really glad that i have a testimony to share! it's amazing... anyway, today had only 1 practical from 8am to 11am.. it started well.. with the teacher briefing us what to do.. oh btw, she was the one in the tv show" zao an ning hao". haha! it's really great to see her in my class.. then it was time to knead the dough.. i am the one kneading.. as timothy does not want to do it.. i knead.. and knead and knead.. the dough became more and more sticky.. untill it stick onto my hands.. mine was the stickiest.. the lecturer said i have "piano hands".. what is that? nvm. yi ming said sth that hurt me so deeply.. "yr cooking sure fail". yep.. people were looking at me.. like i was dumb or something.. and that i did it wrongly.. i felt worse when everyone just laughed at me.. they even joked about me, behind my back.. heard them so loudly laughing at me.. it was terrible.. i asked God what did i do wrong? why do i need to suffer all these? i love them and want to help them to change but they all did this to me.. i was hurt.. very hurt.. untill i didnt want to talk to anyone of them but just read newspaper.. i felt so discouraged.. i wanted to cry.. while waiting for the dough to be baked.. something amazing happened.. you beng suddenly said "you all say her like that, so bad" he stood up for me! then i stepped out and talked to rinny.. to go together to see the pastry in the oven.. yep.. she said something weird.. " did you see yours? it's the best in the oven.." i could not believe my ears.. so i went closer.. and saw.. still could not believe my eyes.. maybe cant see clearly in the oven.. waited and waited.. i was anticipating what is gg to happen.. i dont know what is happening.. my mind is like God what are u doing today? oh! time for the baked pastry to be out of the oven.. as they took them out... i saw something really amazing... really amazing!!!! God is faithful! mine is really the best out of the 10 pastries!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am surprised, taken aback, dont know what to say.. i just stood there in amazement! how did it happen? mine was the worst dough among the 10.. how did it become the best? God u sure did something amazing today! thank you for backing me up! i saw the people there shut their mouths up.. and they stopped saying me... dunke Lord! :> |