yo!! im back! i m here to blog.. yest got cooperate prayermeet.. didnt wanna go for it initially.. i felt discouraged.. so tired.. so weary.. so dry... ate dinner at fc4 with so few ppl.. so disappointing.. looked at the tv.. bad news.. haiz.. wanted to alight at my mrt station.. however, there's this voice telling me go for prayermeet.. u need to pray.. and then there was this stirring in my heart.. just go and c lor.. thinking of many things in the train.. sleeping? i was not... anyway, when i arrived at suntec.. went to the hall for the prayermeet.. i saw many many many people gathering outside the hall! then i heard people calling out.." peiyi!!" i turned around and looked.. i saw the youth people! i saw the stc ppl calling me! somehow went to go catch up with them.. wow! im glad to see my ex ex shepherd.. haha! and amazingly when i turned my heard around.. i saw esther!!! uncle anthony's daughter! she's also in central B!!! i am really amazed!! she's in my ex district!! now i realised why God called me there... then i went around excitedly to find for people whom i know.. so fun!! i saw meirong! i saw yiyou! we caught up and then i wanted to find for ms foo.. but too many ppl liao.. cant see her.. nvm.. God really encouraged me during the prayermeet and assured me the caregroup that i can see in cls... i felt His love through randall who put her hand on me.. and we prayed togther... she was praying for me la most of the time.. i felt so weak then i am strong! God keep telling me i am not alone.. it's time to rise up and lead.. i responded and yes.. God's presence filled the whole place! i am so amazed!! then weiting was like standing in front of me.. interesting.. somehow pastor Jeff led us into prayer for the sick to be healed.. and yes.. as usual.. weiting is always sick.. so there's a desire to pray for her.. so i stepped in front and parted the red sea.. no la.. swim in front of pooi yee and wanting to pray for her.. she still didnt realise! lousy sia!! but nvm.. it's so fun to serve the Lord! so fun to be in His presence! i know somehow we experienced His great presence last nite! finally prayermeet.. i jumped and praised the Lord with all my heart! like never before! what's more amazing is that we are supposed to go to pray for people in other congregations.. so i walked wanted to pray for stc ppl.. but i was stopped by xinyi! long time didnt see her le.. heard that she is leading the group of fairfield people... great! we prayed for one another.. caught up a little.. and then we encouraged one another! wow! thank God for all these!! no words can describe how i feel.. the best of all is that i saw uncle anthony and auntie kenny from the family group after the service! i am amazed that i can see them despite so many ppl! i wanted to go home with them.. but then it's too late la.. they went makan after the service.. thank God for santono.. just realised we are like both stranded there with all the sp ppl missing.. haha! we both shared much about what happened during the prayermeet! haha! so exciting! thank you Lord! i wanna grow even more in 2009!