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+ Who am I? + + Peiyi + my fav song-LAU DA TE& CHURCH SONGS... + 2009 resolutions: +Ministry: +1)spend 15 mins at 7am every morning with God +1)Serve in dance ministry +2)Pioneer school of chemical life science-a caregroup of 5 by end June 2009 +Family: +1)have family time on sun at 9pm +2)can go run with either mum or dad on sun +Studies: GPA score: 3.5pts (revise at least 2 hrs per day 1 subject per day) +Skills: +1)continue to learn guitar and drums +2)skill in expressing myself +3)leadership skills +4)new skills- don’t know yet + My Fellow Cool Star-catchers + + stc choir blog + chu er + chin liat + Pastor Ben + Pastor Jeff + Jasmine + sherlyn + rebecca + weiting + ailing + nicole-cousin + caryn + lizhi + weiling + stephanie + Mei Xuan + Yi Heng + Lennon + Randall + Jorris + Florence + John + Esther + SP UNIT + Edmund + yan han + NAS + quan+ Hint Me +
<[Do you ever feel like breaking down?]>
<[Do you ever feel out of place?]>
<[Like somehow you just don't belong]>
<[And no one understands you]>
<[Do you ever want to run away?]>
<[Do you lock yourself in your room?]>
<[With the radio on turned up so loud]>
<[That no one hears you screaming]>
<[No you don't know what it's like]>
<[When nothing feels alright]>
<[You don't know what it's like]>
<[To be like me]>
<[*this is the chorus.]>
<[To be hurt, to feel lost]>
<[To be left out in the dark]>
<[To be kicked when you're down]>
<[To feel like you've been pushed around]>
<[To be on the edge of breaking down]>
<[And no one's there to save you]>
<[No you don't know what it's like]>
<[Welcome to my life]>
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Thursday, February 12, 2009 yo back to blog.. it has been a great struggle for me to be in a class who does not know about true love.. the 10 of us had to hand in 2 datasheets... so 5 in 1 grp.. yep.. asked rinny if she handed in.. yes she handed in but realised it's only her name on it.. i know she asked me.. i was like so confused at that time.. who is in whose grp? no one knows and no one cares.. ppl ask each other but didnt really clarrify with everyone on the group.. i think it's partly my fault that i didnt take initiative this time coz i was confused.. yep.. it's everyone's fault as well that we are waiting for ppl to do the thing and get the marks.. so busy with reports and everything that this was forgotten.. then yest.. got a reminder from say haow that if the rest except rinny dont hand in, we are gg to have a big 0. haiz.. now everyone is blaming me coz i have the data.. but shouldnt ppl take the initiative and write down the data as well.. not just rely on someone to do the job? can the class dont be so selfish? they can study for exams.. why cant i? i belive that we all can learn sth from this.. to check properly with the lecturer.. and of course do the datasheet tog.. it's too late to say anything.. but i learnt sth.. ppl are relying on me too much that when i cant be there, they cant do the job as well.. God! i really wanna pray for this class.. let them experience your love to understand what's true love.. help me to not compromise on your Word in my life.. it's getting tough.. so tough.. as everyone is against me.. i really thank God for youbeng who is a really good classmate who affirmed me for not sinning when i doubted what i did was right in the eyes of God.. yes.. i did not want to lie.. lieing is a sin.. so i said the truth and ppl are hating me for it.. God, i pray for the ppl to understand what's a real and true friend.. i pray that u can change me to become even stronger for u too.. In Jesus name Amen. |