yo! back to blog! just had POLYDINS camp! it was a great experience!! initially, half of me want to go for camp and the other half does not really want to go for the camp... i was really so spiritually dry.. there was no passion in my heart at all and i feel so far away from God or God is so far away from me.. it has been tough.. struggled much last week as the number of samples increase. i ask God for strength, for a sign that He is with me.. it has been so long since i last saw a rainbow in secondary school.. i need a sign from God to show me to encourage me to carry on and not give up.. waited for 3 weeks.. nothing at all.. time for camp.. really didnt experience much on the 1st day of camp cox i was late due to attachment.. sad to miss my 1st lesson.. nvm.. God's presence filled the place and i was just starting to pray.. i was real tired.. just wanna sleep after teaching no. 2.. time to wake up! next day! woke up at 7pm on Saturday.. wow! it is like the earliest to wake up on Saturday.. did devotion and ate breakfast.. wow! breakfast is noodles.. then games!! my favorite part.. but there's something to be improved, everyone is very confused with the groups which they are supposed to be in.. anyway, i enjoyed the games! esp. my first game no. 8! we got to climb up the slope by balancing on the people at the bottom. one by one we climbed up.. i am in group 18. it is great to be in this group! i got to know kai en better.. and yep! our group cheer is really nice and unique! the cheer goes like this.. "who is the best? jia bui! who will win? jia bui! 3 cheers and 3 cheers for jia bui! hip hip hooray!*3 9 claps.. jia bui! woooo jia bui!!!" i learnt something new.. jia bui is 18 in hokkien! though we didnt win in the games.. but we all had fun! we got to make more friends in that instance as everyone are from different groups! after the games.. time to wash up and prepare for workshop 2.. learnt alot from workshop 1 and 2! euthanasia and clubbing/ pubbing.. after the workshop! an amazing thing happened! everyone was gathering and looking at one part of the sky.. i was really curious.. what were they looking at? must be very attractive..

A RAINBOW above the roof!!!!!!!!!!! SUNSET on another side!!!!!! WOW!!!!! immediately! everyone took out their cameras to take photos! i saw yiyou my ex- sheep in STC.. we both took photos together! it was a really beautiful and memorable moment for me! it is a very beautiful whole rainbow right in front of us! i am really amazed! thank you Lord for the rainbow!!! i got your message!! i become very strengthened by God and i now know that HE IS WITH ME!!!!!!! yeah!!!!! time to carry on! the rainbow reminds me of my prayer to God! God is real and faithful! He never fails to answer my prayer!!!!!! God is good all the time!!!!! yeah!!!!! the rainbow didnt only amaze me but also everyone around me! those who know about the story of the rainbow and Noah! let's continue to burn with passion for the Lord!! dont give up praying coz He hears us and He give us whatever we ask when in His own time! God bless! :>