yo! back to blog.. still having fever.. anyway, yest was my first scariest cg.. i knew i was not feeling very well.. at around 4pm in sgs, i was feeling weird.. my head became very heavy.. dont know why.. i was real determined to do finish the things i was supposed to do.. at 5pm, my head got worse.. i was really glad when yaowen came and asked if i wanted to rest.. think i looked very sick.. anyway, then with the support of my supervisor, i went to rest at the table.. yaowen took over.. then i slept at the table till 6pm.. i didnt go for my ballet class.. i felt so weak, go there also cant dance well. so i decided to go for cg.. i have a role to lead.. i am supposed to lead testimony.. and i was actually quite worried for jeremy who was e guitarist.. wanted to see if he needed any help.. however, when i heard him play the guitar, i am amazed to see his beat improving! it's great to hear him play the guitar nicer.. yep.. still need to improve on guitar strumming, bro. yep. then cg was not bad ba.. it's unit cg leh! it's been so long since we have unit cg! finally.. but i was sick.. my head was getting worse as time passed.. it's my turn to lead testi.. thank God for Liling! she brought her laptop to show the video.. yep.. as the connection was getting ready, i shared the theoretical definition of testimony... then when i lift up my head, everything was blur in front of me.. closed my eyes.. then typed in the website on the laptop.. showed a video of a pastor having hepatitis C and was healed.. when i lifted up my head, it was worse! i was going through a merry go round! i become scared.. i am really scared that i will faint on e spot.. then i prayed, God, help me not to faint.. how i know i was gg to faint is coz i saw the same thing before i fainted in pri sch during choir practice. it was scary coz i hit my head on the woonden floor and it was pain.. i do not want to hit another time coz my friend that time said.. hit too many times will have concussion.. then time for worship.. i cant concentrate.. but tried to sing louder as everone is out of tune.. teaching my head got even worse.. i tried to sleep but my head is spinning.. didnt write and learn anything.. was so bad.. aiyo.. cant stand up properly when cg ended.. thank God for zejun kept holding onto me.. then er yu who held me next.. er yu kept squeezing my hand and that woke me up.. i knew i cant make it le.. faster call a taxi at the bus stop.. dennis sent me home.. thank God for the new generation.. now my head is still spinning but it's not as bad as yest... hoping to go zoo tmr!