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+ Who am I? + + Peiyi + my fav song-LAU DA TE& CHURCH SONGS... + 2009 resolutions: +Ministry: +1)spend 15 mins at 7am every morning with God +1)Serve in dance ministry +2)Pioneer school of chemical life science-a caregroup of 5 by end June 2009 +Family: +1)have family time on sun at 9pm +2)can go run with either mum or dad on sun +Studies: GPA score: 3.5pts (revise at least 2 hrs per day 1 subject per day) +Skills: +1)continue to learn guitar and drums +2)skill in expressing myself +3)leadership skills +4)new skills- don’t know yet + My Fellow Cool Star-catchers + + stc choir blog + chu er + chin liat + Pastor Ben + Pastor Jeff + Jasmine + sherlyn + rebecca + weiting + ailing + nicole-cousin + caryn + lizhi + weiling + stephanie + Mei Xuan + Yi Heng + Lennon + Randall + Jorris + Florence + John + Esther + SP UNIT + Edmund + yan han + NAS + quan+ Hint Me +
<[Do you ever feel like breaking down?]>
<[Do you ever feel out of place?]>
<[Like somehow you just don't belong]>
<[And no one understands you]>
<[Do you ever want to run away?]>
<[Do you lock yourself in your room?]>
<[With the radio on turned up so loud]>
<[That no one hears you screaming]>
<[No you don't know what it's like]>
<[When nothing feels alright]>
<[You don't know what it's like]>
<[To be like me]>
<[*this is the chorus.]>
<[To be hurt, to feel lost]>
<[To be left out in the dark]>
<[To be kicked when you're down]>
<[To feel like you've been pushed around]>
<[To be on the edge of breaking down]>
<[And no one's there to save you]>
<[No you don't know what it's like]>
<[Welcome to my life]>
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009 yo! back to blog.. have been struggling alot these few days.. but i am really glad that Jesus is still with me and i am not alone.. there are so many distractions.. then during my shower.. i started to sing to God.asked God what to do.. and then i felt really peaceful! my heart is at rest, i quieten down my heart and God asked me a question.. what is the purpose of your life? God reminded me to take stock of my life as i was confused if i should join xiang chin and mei xuan in scuba diving.. it's so tempting! are they really good friends or are they friends just for fun? why do i want to go for it? interest or just want to join them? cca points? what about my time? do i have time for scuba diving? what am i doing now? am i going to waste my time? spend 3 months and 3 days and get a cert? scuba dive to get a cert that lasts only for my lifetime? what do i want to do? what is God telling me to do? should i even go for the scuba diving camp? it's 3 days. fri to sun.. sat how? is it worth it to go for the camp and disappear the whole sat? mei xuan and xiang chin are telling me not to go for service and join them for e camp.. am i supposed to do that? do i want to do that? seriously, i really want to do that.. but, thinking of what the Lord has done for me... which 1 do i wanna give up? God or camp? today really thank God for qianwen who prayed for me.. it's really surprising to pray for our needs during grace.. really can experience how much God loves me through her.. then dunno y.. somehow, she asked me a few questions and it kept me thinking and i answered her.. yes. God is so good to me! why do i want to give Him up for sth so short term? i told her my purpose in life.. God reminded me through her.. that i want to make an impact in people's life! to share God's love to ppl who need it! i know this is my purpose on Earth.. so i am not gg to give up! i am not going to forsake God to go for e camp though it's only for 1 day.. i wanna do what God plans and not what i like! coz in Jeremiah 29:11! God's plan is to prosper us and not to harm us! God! guide me according to what u plan for me.. i wanna be with you! |