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+ Who am I? + + Peiyi + my fav song-LAU DA TE& CHURCH SONGS... + 2009 resolutions: +Ministry: +1)spend 15 mins at 7am every morning with God +1)Serve in dance ministry +2)Pioneer school of chemical life science-a caregroup of 5 by end June 2009 +Family: +1)have family time on sun at 9pm +2)can go run with either mum or dad on sun +Studies: GPA score: 3.5pts (revise at least 2 hrs per day 1 subject per day) +Skills: +1)continue to learn guitar and drums +2)skill in expressing myself +3)leadership skills +4)new skills- don’t know yet + My Fellow Cool Star-catchers + + stc choir blog + chu er + chin liat + Pastor Ben + Pastor Jeff + Jasmine + sherlyn + rebecca + weiting + ailing + nicole-cousin + caryn + lizhi + weiling + stephanie + Mei Xuan + Yi Heng + Lennon + Randall + Jorris + Florence + John + Esther + SP UNIT + Edmund + yan han + NAS + quan+ Hint Me +
<[Do you ever feel like breaking down?]>
<[Do you ever feel out of place?]>
<[Like somehow you just don't belong]>
<[And no one understands you]>
<[Do you ever want to run away?]>
<[Do you lock yourself in your room?]>
<[With the radio on turned up so loud]>
<[That no one hears you screaming]>
<[No you don't know what it's like]>
<[When nothing feels alright]>
<[You don't know what it's like]>
<[To be like me]>
<[*this is the chorus.]>
<[To be hurt, to feel lost]>
<[To be left out in the dark]>
<[To be kicked when you're down]>
<[To feel like you've been pushed around]>
<[To be on the edge of breaking down]>
<[And no one's there to save you]>
<[No you don't know what it's like]>
<[Welcome to my life]>
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Monday, May 11, 2009 yo! have been struggling alot with many problems in my life.. even wanted to give up as i wanted to have a break... it's tough with 1 problem piled on top of another problem.. i am really really very tired.. dont wanna carry on like this.. it's affecting my ministry and studies as well.. told God i wanna give up.. then.... i received an sms during dinner time.. there was very few people who turned up for dinner at fc 4. i was feeling real lousy.. didnt wanna to eat as well.. seems to have lost my appetite.. the sms from kristy.. "can i borrow.." oh this again.. i felt even more troubled.. dont know what is happening to her.. then ya.. jeremy said no again.. but i knew my heart wants to help her coz i love her.. somehow i felt that there is a great stirring in my heart to just lend her the money that she needed.. met her to pass her the money.. then we sat at the chair and chat about many things, wad she learnt through e years.. wad i learnt through e years.. she said her testimony while i shared mine..and ya.. it's been really a long time since i started to pray for her. i realised and thank God tat all my prayers are answered slowly 1 by 1! God is always faithful! never failing! haha! im really glad that i aa child of God! thank you Lord! stand firm people! and you will see the Lord doing great things everywhere and everytime! :> |