GOD LOVES ME

a day to remember

2009-08-07T01:05:00.000-07:00

yoyo! back to blog! have been real busy.. haha! finally i have some time to blog.. have been so busy with work.. nevertheless, God always show His faithfulness whenever i am tired. whenever i find that there's no more hope, God will always help me through and yep. whenever i focus on Him, i will always have hope and peace that i need. i have a real long day busying doing project wrk.. it's very tiring.. got to walk to hand in the reports. mei xuan and i went to hand in our gems report, then we walked to foodcourt 5 to check on the tuna product. however, there is no tuna there. then as we were walking back.. we saw some ppl eating at the bbq area at the moberly. wow! i was really curious at what they are eating and who are the ppl there... as i walk closer to them, i saw.... the food lecturers!!!! saw ms leong and wow.. she's so caring.. somehow saw there are tears from my eyes due to tiredness.. she gave us some rambutans! haha! real glad and thankful for the elderflower tea too! i ate the rambutan and then my tears are gone, i even have strength to do my wrk! haha! thank you Lord! :>

ballet under the stars

2009-07-17T20:52:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog!!

im really very happy to be able to go for the ballet under the stars concert yesterday! i have always longed to go for these kind of concerts since young.. but got to save money... so didnt manage to go.. finally shawn treated me to my first ballet concert at fort canning!! haha!!!! it's also his first time! as a person who is trying figuring out everything on stage.. he has so many questions!! haha! it's really great to see the professionals dance on stage! there's a huge difference between my ballet class and those on stage.. though there are a few flaws, can see how much effort they put into the dance.. no words can describe how i felt after the concert! it's a time that i can learn much from them and yes.. have more confidence.. haha! i like how they dance! it's nice! i like the shirt too! thank you Lord for this chance! :>

my precious necklace!

2009-07-10T21:15:00.000-07:00

yo!! have a great testimony to share!!! haha! i have a necklace with a cross which my mum gave me for my water baptism.. it is so expensive an precious to me! somehow realised it is lost when i was bathing.. i was so scared!!! where did i drop it??? i started to panick... checked my bags.... dont see it.. find here find there.. but still cant see it.. then i tried to calm down.. retrace back when i last saw my necklace.. i think i drop it along the road when i rushed back from ballet for cg! i was so worried.. my heart dropped and beat so fast that i cant sleep... smsed everyone in cg to see if they had seen it.. but none did.. wah.. somehow got to face e fact tat i may not be able to find it back.. cant sleep.. i went back to school to look for it at 7.30am.. way before school starts.. but i was real sad.. i asked all the security gaurds, asked those taking temperature.. those aunties at foodcourt 6... all said they did not see it.. the i could not concentrate on my studies the whole day.. skipped gems to find it again.. but still cant find.. that time i really lost hope le.. i said i wanted to give up finding.. but my heart just longs to see it! i prayed the whole day for it.. but i still cant find.. tried to find the third time.. go all around the third time.. this time the class has no more ppl.. i went to the class, checked e floor.. the whole room then i saw sth silver on e floor! it is shining so brightly! i went closer... closer and closer.. then i saw it!!! it's my necklace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank God!!!!!! it is so cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God is a good God!!!!!!!!!!!!! :>

meet up

2009-07-07T09:05:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog! it has been a great meet up today with my ex cg members at minds cafe! really love the time we spent together catching up with one another in a different phase of life.. blessed Birthday to Joanne and Jeslyn! the both names with "j"! really looking forward to see Jeslyn get water bap this sun! haha! anyway, abit late but really wanna post my 20th birthday messages online... haha! i havent delete the msgs!

from meirong! "Hey yo! happy birthday! :>
from joanne! "Blessed happy 20th birthday! heh
from weiting! " happy birthday peiyi! im glad to know you are as fervant as before in serving God:> jia you, and continue to shine in all that you are doing:> have a fantastic fantastic day! :>
from Hsiao en "happy bday!:>

thank God for u all! i treasure these messages alot! wanna encourage u all to continue to grow in e Lord and yep c u at the end of the race! keep in contact 2! :>

surprised!

2009-06-28T05:18:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog! it's gg to be start of exams and school soon.. need to study.. before i study, i wanna blog about today! today i went to chinatown market after lunch with my mum like usual to cook my favourite yong tau fu! then something is so different today... usually we can get much food from there.. today we cannot even get bean sprouts and other stuff that we need.. so weird.. then when i was buying noodles, heard some men singing along to a chinese song.. they are like so happy! dont understand untill the auntie from the noodles stall told me that they will be having a break for the nxt 2 days as there will be a washing session in the market.. haha! they sang all their hearts out! it was a very surprising moment for me.. usually i see e fishmongers all very grumpy de.. today they are so so different! haha! weird stuff.. anyway, got to study le.. have fun ppl:>

Lord of all

2009-06-21T06:09:00.000-07:00

yo! im back to blog! it feels good to try out cooking for dinner.. i cooked soup and rice and steamed up a dish from yesterday! it is wonderful to eat wad i cook though it doesnt turn out nice.. i manage to cook some dishes... haha! everything i need is you, my beginning my forever! yep! i only need Christ in my life! yeppie! thank you Lord for moulding me all these years and e years to come! :>

new mp3!!!!

2009-06-18T07:31:00.000-07:00

yo!!! really glad to be back to blog! no words can describe i feel! amazing things can really happen!!!! haha!!! this is my first time owning an mp3!!!!! haha!!! having my favourite praise and worship songs!!!!! i am sosososososo over e moon!!! haha! this mp 3 is so special! thank God for baorun!! haha! testimony for this week! i go sch everyday to do fyp and use e same few labs
tat mp 3 need com to charge but e lab e coms cant be used coz only tso can use them
those taking care of e labs so i know 1 person who will always switch on e com.. thought of when e tso go out i faster charge e mp3 then aiya kana found out..but!
he asked me if he can play some background music with my mp3!!!!!!!
i was stunned!!!all my music is p&w! so i was like huh? really ah? but he so enthu wanted to play then i ok lor! this happened 2 days ago then today when i went back
he asked me for my thumbdrive..
then played e songs
he was like humming or singing with it!
weird!!!!!!!!! but amazing!!!!!!! unbelievable!!!!
p&W!!!!!!! :> yeah!

hols

2009-06-10T01:11:00.000-07:00

yo!it's hols! real busy.... with school wrk and everything.. but ya.. got to rmb to draw strength from the Lord! "you are good!!"

polyforum briefing

2009-06-05T22:25:00.000-07:00

yo! im back! haha! my holidays have just started!! though have a lot of things to do, i am really glad that i am making good progress. this is my first time being nominated to join the polyforum where selected students from 5 polys come together to discuss about world issues. after attending the briefing in the morning today, i realised many things.. firstly, why am i in here? secondly, who are the ones that i can work on? it is a great start to play a new game which i have not played before. it's a very nice ice breaker for all of us. we really went around to make some new friends. yes. made some new friends today. in addition to this, i also met up with some friends whom i have worked on before! i am so glad to see them! we all had a very delicious tea break where those who organize this forum came to ask us if we are excited about this forum. i believe God is going to do sth great in this polyforum!!! met quite many Christians too! really enjoyed my first briefing.. time to do some group work.. we discussed our views on a piece of news made by the minister. i really learn alot today! excited to learn even more through this forum! time to learn how to speak up! haha! thank you Lord! :>

love of God

2009-06-01T19:24:00.000-07:00

back to blog.. still struggling... today finally took some time off to spend with my best friend- Jesus.. i m really grateful for e beautiful picture appeared in my mind during my praise and worship.. i wanna see it fufilled.. i wanna see all these happen.. God! i need you! thanz for the rest tat i can take whenever i am with u...

bday celebration

2009-06-01T08:07:00.000-07:00

never felt so stressed before.. today sp unit celebrated my bday.. tough to hold back my tears... it's a time when i shared my 2nd biggest testimony.. but so sad.. so few ppl heard about this.. nvm.. so emotional today.. gg to cling onto God.. i am not gg to grow weary... God is gg to help me.. time to rest.. nite:>

blessed Bday!

2009-05-29T21:38:00.000-07:00

yo! im back to blog!!!! it has been a real tough and most adventurous ride of my life in sp for these 3 years! no matter how lonely i felt, God never failed to surprise me with many many cool stuff that non-believers cannot experience! i see how God's love is so amazing! i will always rmb how God helped me out through meirong! it's great to be out of the boat! and then i will always remember how God is so faithful to His promises! when i am lost, i will always know that God is with me.. when i am desperate to know that He's with me, asked for a rainbow and God gave me a rainbow and even a sunset! asked for help... and yes! i have the best gift for my bday! it's Jesus! haha! somemore amazing things happen! this year saw 2 times! EAGLES!!! haha! non- believers dont understand but i do! yes! God u are with me!!! i will always rmb the eagles soaring in the sky! haha! it's time to soar with God! ALLELUIA! thank you Lord!! :>

God is moving!

2009-05-25T08:46:00.000-07:00

yo!! im back to blog! it's been a long time coz i am really really busy.. haha! still struggling but i m really glad tat i am not alone! haha! really amazed by the number of new bros in sp unit! haha! when we do our best and let God do the rest! miracles can happen!!! amen! i felt this joy in my heart that e guys have been so stagnant for so long... and yes!! finally! after praying and changing certain things... God make it happen!! yeppie! i saw how jeremy smiled! haha!! can feel e joy in his heart sia!! i believe meiyan can have a breakthrough as well! God! i really wanna pray for meiyan.. this is just the beginning.. that she's understanding yr love for her.. God, pls help her in her everyday life and change her! let her experience yr amazing love! in Jesus name Amen! :>

Jesus is Lord

2009-05-13T08:07:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog.. have been struggling alot these few days.. but i am really glad that Jesus is still with me and i am not alone.. there are so many distractions.. then during my shower.. i started to sing to God.asked God what to do.. and then i felt really peaceful! my heart is at rest, i quieten down my heart and God asked me a question.. what is the purpose of your life? God reminded me to take stock of my life as i was confused if i should join xiang chin and mei xuan in scuba diving.. it's so tempting! are they really good friends or are they friends just for fun? why do i want to go for it? interest or just want to join them? cca points? what about my time? do i have time for scuba diving? what am i doing now? am i going to waste my time? spend 3 months and 3 days and get a cert? scuba dive to get a cert that lasts only for my lifetime? what do i want to do? what is God telling me to do? should i even go for the scuba diving camp? it's 3 days. fri to sun.. sat how? is it worth it to go for the camp and disappear the whole sat? mei xuan and xiang chin are telling me not to go for service and join them for e camp.. am i supposed to do that? do i want to do that? seriously, i really want to do that.. but, thinking of what the Lord has done for me... which 1 do i wanna give up? God or camp? today really thank God for qianwen who prayed for me.. it's really surprising to pray for our needs during grace.. really can experience how much God loves me through her.. then dunno y.. somehow, she asked me a few questions and it kept me thinking and i answered her.. yes. God is so good to me! why do i want to give Him up for sth so short term? i told her my purpose in life.. God reminded me through her.. that i want to make an impact in people's life! to share God's love to ppl who need it! i know this is my purpose on Earth.. so i am not gg to give up! i am not going to forsake God to go for e camp though it's only for 1 day.. i wanna do what God plans and not what i like! coz in Jeremiah 29:11! God's plan is to prosper us and not to harm us! God! guide me according to what u plan for me.. i wanna be with you!

kristy

2009-05-11T08:52:00.000-07:00

yo! have been struggling alot with many problems in my life.. even wanted to give up as i wanted to have a break... it's tough with 1 problem piled on top of another problem.. i am really really very tired.. dont wanna carry on like this.. it's affecting my ministry and studies as well.. told God i wanna give up.. then....

i received an sms during dinner time.. there was very few people who turned up for dinner at fc 4. i was feeling real lousy.. didnt wanna to eat as well.. seems to have lost my appetite.. the sms from kristy.. "can i borrow.." oh this again.. i felt even more troubled.. dont know what is happening to her.. then ya.. jeremy said no again.. but i knew my heart wants to help her coz i love her.. somehow i felt that there is a great stirring in my heart to just lend her the money that she needed.. met her to pass her the money.. then we sat at the chair and chat about many things, wad she learnt through e years.. wad i learnt through e years.. she said her testimony while i shared mine..and ya.. it's been really a long time since i started to pray for her. i realised and thank God tat all my prayers are answered slowly 1 by 1! God is always faithful! never failing! haha! im really glad that i aa child of God! thank you Lord! stand firm people! and you will see the Lord doing great things everywhere and everytime! :>

in for polyforum!

2009-05-04T08:03:00.000-07:00

yo!! im back to blog! im really thankful to God for the opportunity to represent sp for the first time in this polyforum! i am really quite surprised that i got in! 80 ppl out of the 200 selected people in sp! i am really glad that i have this chance to listen to views as well as express my views on world issues with other people from other polys! it's gg to be quite a grand event in malaysia! haha! i am really glad that God helped me through the interview! next is this discussion! haha! continue to focus on the Lord and not get distracted! God can give many opportunities for us to grow! :>

polyforum

2009-05-01T07:56:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog! really had a fruitful time when i was helping out in the computer games competition organised by youthdna! got to know donald and many ppl through this event! haha! as the hours passed, the games change from dota to l4d, the tension and atmosphere become more and more gan chiong.. ppl are shouting- "go, go, go!" wow! it's been a real heart beating 1.. haha! learnt to be a game marshal- facilitator.. haha! yeah! have a new shirt too! it's nice! haha! i had to go to my family's mother's day cum ah ma's birthday celebration at a restaurant so didnt go to the pub.. quite sad la cant go pub.. but i know really strongly in my heart that God calls me to go to the family dinner to spread His wonderful love! haha! and yep.. it was fruitful! didnt know xiao gu zhang is really creative.. haha! gave me ideas that i havent think about before.. haha! and we joked alot! caught up with some of the younger ones.. ah ray grew so tall! wow! i looked at him and i was stunned.. haha! though quite disappointed that we didnt manage to to sing karoke, i am really glad that the news brought us closer.. this is the time when everyone is expressing their views on the swine flu.. yep.. they looked quite worried ba.. everyone was worried.. but those who trust in the Lord will soar on wings like eagles! haha! really thank God for this opportunity to know xiao gu zhang more and he told me to prepare myself for further studies.. now it's time to check on where i can go after poly.. yep. really thank God for his reminder.. time to really sit down and plan.. where i wanna go.. 1st to impact the ppl for Christ and 2nd finish my studies.. the food that the restaurant serve is nice! got 3 dishes of crabs today! very nice.. eat until very full! haha! thank God for today! :>

my awesome God

2009-04-26T07:24:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog! haha! it's been a very hectic 1st week of school! not much time to rest.. anyway, im really glad that God shows me that He is with me through a very amazing experience! initially, my fyp group has only 2 people.. mei xuan and i only as my class have a real odd number for a group of 3. we are so called the left overs. mei xuan and i was really scared.. coz 2 people has to do 3 people's work.. i was scared as well.. we started to find our fyp teachers very early.. even before everyone else.. even before it was announced.. but it has not been confirmed.. on friday, we walked towards to the mac planning to go home together.. however, we felt very weird.. coz everyone in the class went out of the class immediately after class is dismissed.. and no one was at the mac.. usually there is people going home tog. but on that day, there was no one.. why? then we realized.. oh! must be fyp!!! we went to find for the lecturers.. we were quite scared coz we have not confirmed on any project... we even had to do report and ballot for a fyp project.. we both felt real stressed.. we went to look for the lecturers but very few of them were in the their rooms. it was getting more tensed up as we saw our class people going all out to find the lecturers for fyp project., didnt know it would be so stressful.. haiz.. still have not confirmed on any project.. but God is a good God! He never fails! His help always come in His time and at the right time! never too late at all! a girl from 3A08 pop out from nowhere and ask us if she can join us for fyp looking desperately! wow!!! of course we accepted her! 3ppl in a group le! thank God for this real good opportunity to testify about God's love! the Lord never fails! haha! i am so amazed!! though she finished her work late, can see she really did her best for the report! thank God for this girl called adeline! now we have 3 ppl in our fyp group! God reminded me of His presence and grace with me! haha! now i can have the power to help them in letting them to know Christ! it's great! i really hope that we can really work together as a team and enjoy the times when we chiong for fyp tog. with God! haha! :>

fight

2009-04-22T22:34:00.000-07:00

yo! a very encouraging verse of the day! "fight the good fight!" in my email! haha! reminds me to fight the good fight of faith! :>

meiyan's testi!!!

2009-04-22T08:06:00.000-07:00

yo~! im back to blog! haha! what a wonderful day it has been for me!! though i am physically tired, i am spiritually and emotionally stronger than before!!! i am really amazed by how God moves in my class and even in my life changing me to be a more loving person! haha! now, people are willing to take the initiative to take up roles!! it's great!! im really glad that ms jasmine leong has chosen the people! haha! these people have potential, only if they could change the way they do things, it would be so much better! and they would be so much more happier!! haha! i am even more amazed that sth cool happened in meiyan's life! haha! she shared her testimony during cg today for the first time that she felt peace in her heart after seeking God! haha!!! finally sia!!! after so long!!!! teaching her the next lesson!!! haha! so excited!! yeah! thank God for the interview today as well! haha! gtg.. niteZ:>

end of work, start of school

2009-04-19T06:16:00.000-07:00

yo! 7 weeks of itp in SGS is over and time to go back to sp!! haha! great!!! im year 3 lo!!! haha! really thank God for the many many breakthroughs that i had during my itp! it's been very challenging and tiring, but i always can over these challenges with the strength of God! haha! im glad that i have managed to survive the 7 weeks of attachment in a new environment! haha! on the last day of my itp, really blessed to have a treat from the big bros, raymond and yaowen! haha! really enjoyed the meal so much! it's delicious! haha! then we ran around to do clearance and took photos! i took photo with my colleagues and attachment mates! so cool! haha! i am so glad that we had great fun during these 7 weeks! jia you lo! starting school tmr! continue to impact the people! God bless! :>

my lecturer at esplanade?

2009-04-11T07:51:00.000-07:00

yo!! really glad to join in the invite for easter service organized by jeremy and santono! haha! we walked and invite.. not bad ba.. haha! wad's more interesting that as we invite at esplanade, guess who i saw?? i am so surprised!!! i saw my lecturer at esplanade!! i really didnt know that someone who work in science stuff can be also an artistic person!! i am soooo surprised that i saw her there!! i stood there stunned after she called me as we passed by one another.. wow! she can really remember my name! still intro me to her friend.. wow! didnt know lecturer so friendly de.. haha! she asked me if i play guitar in esplanade as i was carrying my guitar and i asked her is she here for a concert! she is!!! sso concert!!! i am even more surprised!! haha thank God for the fruitful and unusual happening today!!! hahaa!! :>

faint?

2009-04-09T20:17:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog.. still having fever.. anyway, yest was my first scariest cg.. i knew i was not feeling very well.. at around 4pm in sgs, i was feeling weird.. my head became very heavy.. dont know why.. i was real determined to do finish the things i was supposed to do.. at 5pm, my head got worse.. i was really glad when yaowen came and asked if i wanted to rest.. think i looked very sick.. anyway, then with the support of my supervisor, i went to rest at the table.. yaowen took over.. then i slept at the table till 6pm.. i didnt go for my ballet class.. i felt so weak, go there also cant dance well. so i decided to go for cg.. i have a role to lead.. i am supposed to lead testimony.. and i was actually quite worried for jeremy who was e guitarist.. wanted to see if he needed any help.. however, when i heard him play the guitar, i am amazed to see his beat improving! it's great to hear him play the guitar nicer.. yep.. still need to improve on guitar strumming, bro. yep. then cg was not bad ba.. it's unit cg leh! it's been so long since we have unit cg! finally.. but i was sick.. my head was getting worse as time passed.. it's my turn to lead testi.. thank God for Liling! she brought her laptop to show the video.. yep.. as the connection was getting ready, i shared the theoretical definition of testimony... then when i lift up my head, everything was blur in front of me.. closed my eyes.. then typed in the website on the laptop.. showed a video of a pastor having hepatitis C and was healed.. when i lifted up my head, it was worse! i was going through a merry go round! i become scared.. i am really scared that i will faint on e spot.. then i prayed, God, help me not to faint.. how i know i was gg to faint is coz i saw the same thing before i fainted in pri sch during choir practice. it was scary coz i hit my head on the woonden floor and it was pain.. i do not want to hit another time coz my friend that time said.. hit too many times will have concussion.. then time for worship.. i cant concentrate.. but tried to sing louder as everone is out of tune.. teaching my head got even worse.. i tried to sleep but my head is spinning.. didnt write and learn anything.. was so bad.. aiyo.. cant stand up properly when cg ended.. thank God for zejun kept holding onto me.. then er yu who held me next.. er yu kept squeezing my hand and that woke me up.. i knew i cant make it le.. faster call a taxi at the bus stop.. dennis sent me home.. thank God for the new generation.. now my head is still spinning but it's not as bad as yest... hoping to go zoo tmr!

mummy's teaching

2009-04-07T19:04:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog.. i am down with fever again.. anyway, God start to teach me through my mummy! thank God for this! i am really glad that my mummy is growing and experiencing God's love even more nowadays! she is finally rebuking me with e Word of God! how long i have waited for this.. though i am not very happy about her criticism, but there's this joy in me that she is growing in e Lord! i am very glad to see her grow from a timid person to a more courageous person! she's finally starting to teach me instead of every time i teach her.. our relationship is getting closer! thank God! i am really amazed.. maybe coz she knows that she has little time left.. but ya.. i am still very amazed! God is real and moving! 1 of my classmate who doesnt know Christ also send me an email about God de! God's grace is enough for me.. rmbed how much i struggled to bring ppl in cls to Christ.. it's has been difficult.. but ya.. i am now excited to see more cls people to come to know Christ as God use Tony and i greatly in the years to come! Lord, pls change me to be more like you.. i am willing to change, continue to mould my heart that u can prepare me and use me when it is time.. in Jesus name Amen.

great outreaching

2009-03-30T07:49:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog just after the movie!! "detroit metal city".. wow! "L" acted so well as a noob! so funny in the movie!! it is really a good script but the content can be improved.. L is the main character in the show! i really like his acting sia! so professional! i enjoyed watching the movie with 6 of my attachment mates! know each other only for about 4 weeks but really have fun together! we are like very good friends now! we enjoyed the movie! yep. enjoyed until got 1 person got too excited laughing that he dropped the popcorn! it has been a great time! haha! get to know them better! haha! today something happened during work.. suddenly, there was a fly in the container for waste! i am considered quite calm already. i told my colleague yao wen that "there's a fly in the container..." actually i am really amazed.. ethanol can be used to kill that fly.. then he shared to me that ethanol can kill other insects as well! interesting! haha! then there was a sticky sample to be weighed. something like flowy glue.. i pulled and pulled to weigh it for like half an hour! it was tough! my colleague to the rescue.. haha! thought he very good.. he also took 15 mins to weigh it properly. hahaha! so funny! i was like having fun! so fun! then we began to play with it! so diao.. haha! God is good God, He never fails! amen! :>

RAINBOW!!!

2009-03-23T07:55:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog! just had POLYDINS camp! it was a great experience!! initially, half of me want to go for camp and the other half does not really want to go for the camp... i was really so spiritually dry.. there was no passion in my heart at all and i feel so far away from God or God is so far away from me.. it has been tough.. struggled much last week as the number of samples increase. i ask God for strength, for a sign that He is with me.. it has been so long since i last saw a rainbow in secondary school.. i need a sign from God to show me to encourage me to carry on and not give up.. waited for 3 weeks.. nothing at all.. time for camp.. really didnt experience much on the 1st day of camp cox i was late due to attachment.. sad to miss my 1st lesson.. nvm.. God's presence filled the place and i was just starting to pray.. i was real tired.. just wanna sleep after teaching no. 2.. time to wake up! next day! woke up at 7pm on Saturday.. wow! it is like the earliest to wake up on Saturday.. did devotion and ate breakfast.. wow! breakfast is noodles.. then games!! my favorite part.. but there's something to be improved, everyone is very confused with the groups which they are supposed to be in.. anyway, i enjoyed the games! esp. my first game no. 8! we got to climb up the slope by balancing on the people at the bottom. one by one we climbed up.. i am in group 18. it is great to be in this group! i got to know kai en better.. and yep! our group cheer is really nice and unique! the cheer goes like this.. "who is the best? jia bui! who will win? jia bui! 3 cheers and 3 cheers for jia bui! hip hip hooray!*3 9 claps.. jia bui! woooo jia bui!!!" i learnt something new.. jia bui is 18 in hokkien! though we didnt win in the games.. but we all had fun! we got to make more friends in that instance as everyone are from different groups! after the games.. time to wash up and prepare for workshop 2.. learnt alot from workshop 1 and 2! euthanasia and clubbing/ pubbing.. after the workshop! an amazing thing happened! everyone was gathering and looking at one part of the sky.. i was really curious.. what were they looking at? must be very attractive..

A RAINBOW above the roof!!!!!!!!!!! SUNSET on another side!!!!!! WOW!!!!! immediately! everyone took out their cameras to take photos! i saw yiyou my ex- sheep in STC.. we both took photos together! it was a really beautiful and memorable moment for me! it is a very beautiful whole rainbow right in front of us! i am really amazed! thank you Lord for the rainbow!!! i got your message!! i become very strengthened by God and i now know that HE IS WITH ME!!!!!!! yeah!!!!! time to carry on! the rainbow reminds me of my prayer to God! God is real and faithful! He never fails to answer my prayer!!!!!! God is good all the time!!!!! yeah!!!!! the rainbow didnt only amaze me but also everyone around me! those who know about the story of the rainbow and Noah! let's continue to burn with passion for the Lord!! dont give up praying coz He hears us and He give us whatever we ask when in His own time! God bless! :>

attachment

2009-03-16T06:14:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog.. attachment is getting tougher for me.. it's getting so tough. i got to rush samples and some stuff that i prepared have weird and wrong values.. im like getting asked and think sooner or later getting scolded by my supervisor and colleagues.. im trying my best.. but i know that i am a very very slow learner.. i do my things very slowly to ensure that i wont forget anything.. very tired.. it's just starting and im starting to feel stressed le.. somehow got to learn to be faster in doing things.. yep. will do my best& let God do e rest... God, pls help me to do whatever is needed faster..i pray that tmr will be better.. in Jesus name amen.

ate a cake in genlab for the first time!

2009-03-09T06:03:00.000-07:00

yo! im back to blog.. really glad to have such good colleagues! today the gen lab leader treat us cake!! i was quite curious why all of a sudden there is like cake.. wow! no wonder it is someone's birthday! wow! the birthday boy treat us cake! so weird but nvm. just ate.. and of course chose the chocolate 1!! haha! really glad that we ate the cake when it was going to be 6pm. haha! God really take care of me in the company! haha! remembered what i learnt in the sermon on sat.. God will use the rod to protect His people and a staff to discipline/guide His people as well.. wow! that is how much He loves people! experience it and it will blow you away! overwhelming that we will never forget this close experience! :>

qiao qi transferring

2009-03-08T07:28:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog.. after a long week of itp/attachment.. tough but really experience how God takes care of me in the new company that i am working in.. not really food related but chemistry related... back to whatever i learnt in my year 1.. but now it's more difficult as there are so many new terms.. really felt so lost in sgs as it is a new environment to me.. however, God send people to guide me step by step in this.. one the first day.. i was quite lost.. was late for work. thank God for the HR person called Elaine who led me to the room where everyone was gathered.. we changed room as the rooms are too small to contain so many people.. there were various people also having attachment in this company.. thank God also for xiaoqian who is the only one i know there. then sarah from polymer.. then samuel, jackie, louis.. wow! we just talked to one another on the first day as we found out that we were all from sp. haha! the 6 of us become good friends in sgs.. we meet together for work the next few days, ate lunch together and went home together.. really glad to know them! then i got to know my supervisor call vincent, other colleagues in my department.. they are really friendly! the first day i felt really lost, my supervisor asked me to join all of them for lunch.. i got to know them one by one.. got to know 3 seniors who graduated from sp.. they are yao wen, ray and raymond! wow! it's really a relief to see so many sp graduates! thank God for the opportunity to know them.. i slowly adjusted and adapted to the new environment.. it is a great experience to know them and they really guided me slowly step by step.. coz i know i am a very slow person.. thank God for people who can really guide me! or else i would be more lost than ever. God really plan nicely for me! anyway, qiao qi is gg to transfer to nyp! have so many mixed feelings.. haha! nvm. God is gg to use her more in nyp! yep. got to sleep le.. God bless for the second week of itp! nitez! :>

water baptism

2009-03-02T06:49:00.000-08:00

yo! really wanna congradulate the ppl who are water baptised! everytime i meet ms foo, she will always ask me the same thing.. for many years lo... i always answer her the same thing.. whenever i see uncle anthony and auntie kenny.. they also ask me the same qns.. when will the answer be different? haiz.. anyway, today is my first day for itp! God really bless me with good colleages, friendly supervisor, sp friends... many many more! something more amazing happened today! i heard a praise and worship hp ringtone in the toilet! thank God! i was actually praising God in the toilet as well! so cool! anyway, i m starting to test for heavy metals tmr.. pray that it's gg to be a good 1 and enjoyable 1.. in Jesus name Amen! :>

exams are over!

2009-02-26T06:25:00.000-08:00

yo! wed marks the end of exams! yeah! finally i can have time out shopping.. it had been tough.. but the Lord is always with me! haha! i was very tired after exams on wed.. and i was supposed to lead testimony.. really had no time to prepare... then it was when santono wanted to go buy things for holy comm then Holy Spirit gave me the idea of buying pocky biscuits.. haha! it was really amazing.. then as we were waiting for tony to start cg, i was so tired that i slept on the table.. really thank God for the room that we can have cg in comfortably.. haha! it is so shuang.. i think i was burnt out from the exams.. haha! i was sleeping when everyone were playing the t-shirt game.. the game which shi hui brought to play tog.. it's a rather new game that she receieved from her uncle.. it's really a blessing to serve! haha! then tony came and time for testimony! my part liao.. i was like faster go toilet wash face.. haha! really glad to lead testimony.. as people shared how God has blessed them, i am excited to share mine as well! haha! this time when i share i wake up liao.. mine was really amazing! make everyone so stunned.. haha! then really thank God for tony's testimony.. how God change him! wow! i am really amazed by God's love and power! it's so cool.. we prayed for those gg to have exams on friday.. wow! it is really great! i believe God really strengthens the 3 through prayer.. haha! God is gg to do sth great in this holidays! jia you everyone for itp! God bless! :>

A lament for Tyre

2009-02-23T17:38:00.000-08:00

yo! just realized that the word "lament" is the same as lamentations.. A lament or lamentation is a song, poem, or piece of music expressing grief, regret, or mourning. Many of the oldest and most lasting poems in human history have been laments.[1] Laments are present in both the Iliad and the Odyssey, and laments continued to be sung in elegiacs to the aulis in classical and Hellenistic Greece. interesting! haha! i am really glad that i have 3 papers down already.. continue to do my best and God do the rest.. 1 more last paper! yeah! jia you everyone!! :>

ex-stc cg gathering

2009-02-20T18:24:00.000-08:00

Back to blog.. it’s been quite a long time since I blog.. really enjoyed the time I spent with my ex- stc cg…the ex- stc cg have six people still continuing growing well in the Lord.. The names are Allison Agnes Joanne, Denise Weiting, Julia Meirong, Jeslyn, Yiyou and me- Janelle Levitys.. really miss those times where we struggled and played together.. Though I was sick and very tired after exams.. my heart just want to meet the people at cine leisure after my exams which is at 8.15pm.. yes.. we had a great time catching up on the our different lives in cine leisure the japanese restaurant.. we took photos.. haha! Long time didn’t take photo with them.. Now we are in different ministries and groups but I am very glad to see how we have the same goal in our lives to put God in the center of our lives.. really glad to see jeslyn growing in the Lord! Believed it has not been easy for her but ya.. thank God that she is really getting more and more mature in the Lord! There is this joy in my heart to see this ex- sheep growing well! yep.. she has learnt a lot through the years! She is more open and more joyful as well! haha! Besides catching up, we celebrated yiyou’s bday! What a weird cake.. haha! A pie as the cake and a knife as the candle! It’s amazing that she has the same bday as baorun! We laughed a lot and shared a lot as well.. haha! Had a lot of fun as I ate my dinner at another Japanese restaurant.. then prayed for yiyou.. each person prayed a different point for her.. really glad to see her desire to grow to be more mature in Christ! So cool.. What’s more surprising is that they also prayed for me to get well soon and recover from my flu.. really didn’t expect that! Thank God for u all! I really felt so loved! it’s really amazing to see God moving in each of our lives to make us stronger and more mature in Him.. drank ice lemon tea during dinner.. didn’t know that it can keep me from sleeping the night.. really cant sleep.. so I started to think when I was lying on my bed.. images of the past flashed in my mind.. amazingly now, it is not about the hurt… it’s about how God brought all of the ex-stc sg through it all.. the images of how we struggled to make cg fun.. to learn to lead.. to learn new skills..to manage our relationships.. There were images of the sweet moments as well.. we are having fun! And everyone is like laughing out loudly! How we played games and chiong all out for God in stc! I am really glad to be part of this! God is a faithful God.. God will provide and that whoever believes in Him will have eternal life.. Somehow, God continued to encourage me to share His amazing love to the people around me and not give up.. whenever I see the people in this group.. I see God’s amazing grace and love upon me.. I am really glad to say that I have grown to know God even more and experience the fullness of His love.. God told me when I was still on my bed.. that He is with me.. so continue to do what I am called to do despite having many stuggles.. there was this stirring in my heart that God is calling me to “go! All out for Him!” I remembered how I cried out to Him for help whenever I struggle.. it’s really painful.. I told God.. “it is painful.. so painful.. it just breaks my heart and I am getting hurt everywhere I go”.. then God asked me.. “How do you feel whenever you see the people in stc growing closer to Him?” I answered “there is this amazing joy that I cant find anywhere else whenever I see them”.. then God said to me.. “yes.. so go.. and I will use you to rock sp like how you rock stc.”. wah! It’s really amazing! Really amazing! God encouraging me not to give up… to impact the people in sp like how I impact the people in stc.. somwhow, I realize.. about what baorun said about me in the library… that I have negative thoughts.. negative thoughts are from the devil.. yes.. I am distracted by all these.. now focus on God! And the vision! God! Let the vision come to pass in sp! It’s time to stock take and grow even stronger! I thank you for all the people in my life.. God, pls continue to reveal to me your plan for me.. and yes, use me Lord that your will be done.. in Jesus name. Amen.

still holding onto Christ

2009-02-13T18:57:00.000-08:00

yo! how's yr revision for exams? it's tough? im still holding onto Christ...

a terrible confusion

2009-02-12T18:12:00.000-08:00

yo back to blog.. it has been a great struggle for me to be in a class who does not know about true love.. the 10 of us had to hand in 2 datasheets... so 5 in 1 grp.. yep.. asked rinny if she handed in.. yes she handed in but realised it's only her name on it.. i know she asked me.. i was like so confused at that time.. who is in whose grp? no one knows and no one cares.. ppl ask each other but didnt really clarrify with everyone on the group.. i think it's partly my fault that i didnt take initiative this time coz i was confused.. yep.. it's everyone's fault as well that we are waiting for ppl to do the thing and get the marks.. so busy with reports and everything that this was forgotten.. then yest.. got a reminder from say haow that if the rest except rinny dont hand in, we are gg to have a big 0. haiz.. now everyone is blaming me coz i have the data.. but shouldnt ppl take the initiative and write down the data as well.. not just rely on someone to do the job? can the class dont be so selfish? they can study for exams.. why cant i? i belive that we all can learn sth from this.. to check properly with the lecturer.. and of course do the datasheet tog.. it's too late to say anything.. but i learnt sth.. ppl are relying on me too much that when i cant be there, they cant do the job as well.. God! i really wanna pray for this class.. let them experience your love to understand what's true love.. help me to not compromise on your Word in my life.. it's getting tough.. so tough.. as everyone is against me.. i really thank God for youbeng who is a really good classmate who affirmed me for not sinning when i doubted what i did was right in the eyes of God.. yes.. i did not want to lie.. lieing is a sin.. so i said the truth and ppl are hating me for it.. God, i pray for the ppl to understand what's a real and true friend.. i pray that u can change me to become even stronger for u too.. In Jesus name Amen.

another weird dream

2009-02-10T16:51:00.001-08:00

yo! i have another weird dream.. why so many weird dreams nowadays? btw, who is the passerby? may i know u? do u know me? haha! this time in the dream.. i saw myself coming into a room.. that looks like a ballet room.. where there is a bar at each side of the room.. people are dancing.. then i opened the door and came in.. a lady who looked like a teacher was quite angry.. and stopped the class immediately.. gave the people a break.. and the teacher and i had a conversation... what happened next is really weird.. after our conversation.. the teacher gathered all the girls back and exclaimed " thank God for her who started this class.." and she pointed at me! i am like so surprised! what is this dream about? maybe i have dreams due to exam stress.. dunno leh.. weird dreams! dont understand at all.. maybe 1 day i will understand.. ok time to study for exams.. jia you everyone!God bless! :>

a weird dream

2009-02-08T05:12:00.000-08:00

yo.. im back to blog.. i dont understand the dream.. but it scares me abit.. it is a scene of people in jail.. or maybe prison.. ppl are queuing up to let the authorities check their things.. i saw myself in the picture as well.. there is a girl who was standing in front of me.. at the scene, she was called to go into the office.. after a while, she was dragged out of the office and pulled to a side of the room that we were in.. it was scary.. the girl was scared.. then the man said to another officer that she didnt bring her id.. the officer took out a knife getting ready.. the girl started singing "hallelujah"... he slashed her neck with a knife.. she died after a profuse bleeding.. then i was taken aback.. she's killed coz she's a christian? wow.. the next person is me.. i went into the office and saw 2 bodygaurds and 1 man sitting on the chair.. he asked me to throw out everything in my bag.. then my heart was beating so fast that i woke up.. haiz.. didnt see the ending.. but wonder is this gg to be the persecution a christian had to go through?

chinese new year visiting

2009-02-01T22:09:00.000-08:00

yo! im back to blog! yest went for chinese new year visitation.. haha! we ate lotz of food!! first i went to pooi yee's hse.. we ate shark fin's soup.. then we went to baorun's house, ate roast chicken and roast duck! haha! real full sia! then we went to my house.. by then.. everyone were very full so i brought out only a little new year goodies.. not bad.. we watched the chingay at my house.. i find the vistiting can be improved.. we need more games.. haha! anyway, really thank God for baorun organising this visitation so that we can get to know one another better.. it's a great opportunity to see new people and new things.. i am really glad that we managed to get more ang baos! haha! so fun! :>

meiyan!!!!

2009-01-26T05:33:00.000-08:00

yo!!! im back!! i m really really amazed by what God is doing in meiyan's heart! He's changing her!! i am so amazed!! haha!! God is moving!! though there were not many ppl in wu shu shu's house today, but i still enjoyed the special moments that i spend with meiyan and the rest of my cousins.. and of course my uncles and aunties too! they were like asking me many weird questions... they will always ask me about how is my studies.. do you have a bf? how can they help their children? what? did i hear wrongly? they are asking me to help their children! er.. i am like what?! surprised! but really.. God is real and has given me wisdom.. i wanna say u may be smart, but with God, i can win you with wisdom.. haha! so amazing sia! God is moving in my mum's heart as well.. she is evangelising as well.. sharing the love of Christ to the rest of them.. i m really amazed at what she said.. God, pls continue to move in the hearts of the ppl and that more ppl can experience yr wonderful love.. in Jesus name amen! :>

testimony

2009-01-24T18:31:00.000-08:00

yo!! im back to blog.. it's gg to be chinese new year soon!! real excited!! this is the time when we all have family gatherings! i am real excited! it's time to catch up with all my relatives again! and of course! share the love of Christ to them!! God is so gg to wrk in people's heart in a big big way this time! i have my own breakthrough le.. now time to lead more ppl to Christ! I really thank God for the sermon yest by thai pastor parket.. it really make me take stock and be prepared for more problems and miracles during the chinese new year! i wanna see all my cousins to come to Christ! thank God for the jamming yest 2! i am really blessed to be able to apply the new skills that i have learnt through the years.. what is that? lead praise and worship!! play guitar and drums! as i jam.. i feel so refreshed! what's more amazing is that we praise God with the song" love enough" during service! so zhun!! santono wanted to jam that song!! somehow im really strengthened by God during the service and jamming.. i have never expected to lead praise and worship before! i mean with all the drums... like service! so cool! anyway, to those in jamming yest.. have an evaluation.. there's a need for coordination between all the muscians and p&w leader.. drums need to be in count.. e guit needs to be on time.. base needs to be a little louder.. p&w leader needs to be more confident in leading.. God is amazing! Hallelujah! God, pls continue to move in my family's heart in a big big way that all the relatives will know yr goodness! in Jesus name Amen
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cooperate prayermeet

2009-01-16T19:52:00.000-08:00

yo!! im back! i m here to blog.. yest got cooperate prayermeet.. didnt wanna go for it initially.. i felt discouraged.. so tired.. so weary.. so dry... ate dinner at fc4 with so few ppl.. so disappointing.. looked at the tv.. bad news.. haiz.. wanted to alight at my mrt station.. however, there's this voice telling me go for prayermeet.. u need to pray.. and then there was this stirring in my heart.. just go and c lor.. thinking of many things in the train.. sleeping? i was not... anyway, when i arrived at suntec.. went to the hall for the prayermeet.. i saw many many many people gathering outside the hall! then i heard people calling out.." peiyi!!" i turned around and looked.. i saw the youth people! i saw the stc ppl calling me! somehow went to go catch up with them.. wow! im glad to see my ex ex shepherd.. haha! and amazingly when i turned my heard around.. i saw esther!!! uncle anthony's daughter! she's also in central B!!! i am really amazed!! she's in my ex district!! now i realised why God called me there... then i went around excitedly to find for people whom i know.. so fun!! i saw meirong! i saw yiyou! we caught up and then i wanted to find for ms foo.. but too many ppl liao.. cant see her.. nvm.. God really encouraged me during the prayermeet and assured me the caregroup that i can see in cls... i felt His love through randall who put her hand on me.. and we prayed togther... she was praying for me la most of the time.. i felt so weak then i am strong! God keep telling me i am not alone.. it's time to rise up and lead.. i responded and yes.. God's presence filled the whole place! i am so amazed!! then weiting was like standing in front of me.. interesting.. somehow pastor Jeff led us into prayer for the sick to be healed.. and yes.. as usual.. weiting is always sick.. so there's a desire to pray for her.. so i stepped in front and parted the red sea.. no la.. swim in front of pooi yee and wanting to pray for her.. she still didnt realise! lousy sia!! but nvm.. it's so fun to serve the Lord! so fun to be in His presence! i know somehow we experienced His great presence last nite! finally prayermeet.. i jumped and praised the Lord with all my heart! like never before! what's more amazing is that we are supposed to go to pray for people in other congregations.. so i walked wanted to pray for stc ppl.. but i was stopped by xinyi! long time didnt see her le.. heard that she is leading the group of fairfield people... great! we prayed for one another.. caught up a little.. and then we encouraged one another! wow! thank God for all these!! no words can describe how i feel.. the best of all is that i saw uncle anthony and auntie kenny from the family group after the service! i am amazed that i can see them despite so many ppl! i wanted to go home with them.. but then it's too late la.. they went makan after the service.. thank God for santono.. just realised we are like both stranded there with all the sp ppl missing.. haha! we both shared much about what happened during the prayermeet! haha! so exciting! thank you Lord! i wanna grow even more in 2009!

koufu semi finals

2009-01-14T07:24:00.000-08:00

yo! im back! today is e semi finals for the koufu competition... have been slogging day and night for this competition.. rinny and say haow as well.. we all really hor... chiong in whatever we have.. mr ting help us in e end.. it was real difficult to deal with the blend soyabean waste coz it is always so bland.. but God is faithful.. always guiding me.. to show me what's next.. wow! we did our best.. and yep.. it ended well.. we all are like so tired.. i am so glad we finished this and we did not give up even though we felt like it.. i remembered how i was so discouraged.. so tired.. so angry.. then God strengthen me with His strength to really lead the group.. but ya.. ppl dont understand.. so it's still not very good.. so thank God for mr ting.. he helped us alot.. on the day before the competition show his strategy.. wow! i am really amazed when he actually told me to pray for the product to be successful 3 times.. i am really really amazed! really tired but i am really glad that we all didnt give up.. :>

2009-01-10T17:24:00.001-08:00

Lord! please make me stronger! in Jesus name amen...

huge testi!

2009-01-08T06:47:00.000-08:00

yo! im back!!! after praying for like so long... after so much of tears.. testings and trials.. struggles... wow! God is faithful! im amazed! God is really making me stronger! haha! today is so fun during cooking! my curry group gathered together once again at 1pm at the school's lab to do our own modification of the curry.. it started to be real bad coz we dont know if we need to make the paste or can use the supplier's paste.. we went around to look for teachers that we could ask.. but we found none.. so i decided to ask mr ting as he is the teacher in charge of this project. then yep.. he told us dont use the supplier's paste.. so we decided to make our own.. we went to the nearest ntuc to buy the ingredients.. and we realised that some of the paste's ingredients cant be found in the ntuc.. so we just used whatever we have.. yep.. it started to be weird.. like rinny is like being quiet.. think she is angry due to sms i send to her yest abt koufu product.. then it's time for us to cook.. she started to cook.. and i dont know what she is doing.. but then now before she start.. she asked us.. "what is the end-product?" wow! tat's wad God is trying to teach her through me! i m amazed at the question! really! then she started to cook.. and the other 3 of us try to help her.. still dont know what she has in mind.. but ya.. we are very sure about the taste.. the taste of our end-product! haha! then we 3 had nothing to do so we started to talk.. then somehow xiao niang re come into the picture.. wow! then we are like supposed to use either blending or pounding for the ingredients.. so i wanted to play.. i pound some of the ingredients.. haha! then my classmates all call me yueniang! haha! then we started to play! one person act as tao-jie.. blah blah.. all the characters in the show! haha! so much fun!! i enjoyed it so much!! haha! what's more amazing is that the curry that rinny cooked is not bad!!!! nice!!!!! haha! we had so much fun tog! haha! then rinny asked me how i think about it.. i said it's not bad..nice! she said.. can be improved.. yes!! it can be improved if she wants it to taste like the paste! but then eveyone said it's nice!! not bad lo!! so we do not need to improve our product! just do the same 1!!! thank you Lord for answering my prayers!!! rinny has learnt a cool and amazing lesson! :>

even more stronger

2009-01-07T04:53:00.000-08:00

yo! im back.. dear Lord, make me even more stronger! in Jesus name Amen

stronger

2009-01-06T07:26:00.000-08:00

the real py is back! dear Lord! please make me stronger!! in Jesus name Amen!

the end has come

2009-01-01T17:01:00.000-08:00

yo! bros and sis! be strong in e Lord! let's save more souls!! for the Lord is real.. and has spoken.. the day is coming... God's wrath is coming... due to the sins of the people... everyone who do not acknowledge the Lord will experience it.. God, please make me stronger..

bye 2008 welcome 2009

2008-12-28T04:05:00.000-08:00

yo! back to blog.. school is starting soon.. time flies so fast! so fast that it's like in a split on a second.. hols is over.. i havent rest enough leh.. haha! but nvm.. somehow it's time to be stronger in the Lord this new semester.. time to lead.. time to do what i need to do... im really excited for this new semester! really hope that my 2009 resolutions will be fufilled in this new year.. make me stronger Lord! :>

Blessed Christmas!!

2008-12-24T19:24:00.000-08:00

yo! got lotz to blog!! this christmas is the first time for many things!! God is faithful!! i invited like abt 6 people to the christmas service.. but guess what? God blessed me with even more visitors! this is my first time having like about 10 visitors! wah!! i am like so amazed!! how God moved during service.. i saw many hands raised up! i dunno what's happening.. but i was like so confused to sit with who.. my classmate brought like 4 friends! i was like where should i sit.. with the front ppl or the back ppl? really thank God for all these visitors! i saw qiao qi rededicated her life to God!! yeah!!!!!!!!! thank God for randall who helped me or else i will be like handling all alone.. my heart is really glad to see qiao qi going towards the front during alter call! i am glad and even more surprised that a guy whom my classmate brought went to the front as well! didnt really have a chance to talk to him before service.. but ya! i m really surprised! but ya.. can see his desire to really wanting to know the Lord! i saw 2 other friends whome my classmate brought dont really know me... and they really went off fast.. wow! 1 of them actually wanted to receieve Christ, but gana influenced by her friend.. i was quite saddened by it.. but ya.. at least they heard the good news! teck sin told me she wanted to redidecate her life to God as well some time back.. hope she got respond during alter call.. next is chu er! i am really glad that she come! she's really excited to see the drama! haha! she didnt want to accept Christ into her life.. quite sad la.. but at least she also came to listen to the good news.. that she didnt have to go through problems in life on her own.. i really thank God for everyone who has helped! the nyp bro called weihong who helped talk to wenxiang, meiyan's bro!! she brought her bro!! for the first time!!! so cool!!!! thank God also for... sp guys group..sp girls group.. yep! God is really moving and is faithful.. i really hope that people can really get what is their purpose to be on earth.. continue to move God! i wanna see a caregroup in cls!! what's more is that i was woken up by my mother who is like so excited!!! can see the joy in her!! she's like going around shouting "merry christmas!" haha! im really glad for her! then i didnt want to wake up so i told her dont disturb me.. quite xiong to her.. haha! hope she dont mind.. then i woke up a few minutes later.. my heart is filled with joy! somehow Holy Spirit kept telling me it's time to share the love.. hence, i woke up! then yeah! gave out the presents! hope my parents like them!!! God is moving.. i hope that daddy can really have a breakthrough and change in his attitude.. God is faithful! somemore this year is the first time my father's side- the non christian side.. have a christmas party! wow! many first times! :>

accoutability

2008-12-19T17:52:00.000-08:00

yo!! im back!! wow! read 1 chapter and it's not enough.. so i read another chapter and another chapter! wow! the glory of the Lord is so overwhelming!! very cool!! angels! visions of God! wow! chapter 3 somehow confirms what i got to do.. God spoke a few parts to me.. if u wanna find out more in the parts i didnt select, read all! u will simply be amazed!!

Ezekiel
The Living Creatures and the Glory of the Lord
Eze 1:1 In the thirtieth year, in the fourth month on the fifth day, while I was among the exiles by the Kebar River, the heavens were opened and I saw visions of God.
Eze 1:2 On the fifth of the month—it was the fifth year of the exile of King Jehoiachin— 3 the word of the Lord came to Ezekiel the priest, the son of Buzi, by the Kebar River in the land of the Babylonians. There the hand of the Lord was upon him.
Eze 1:4 I looked, and I saw a windstorm coming out of the north—an immense cloud with flashing lightning and surrounded by brilliant light. The center of the fire looked like glowing metal, 5 and in the fire was what looked like four living creatures. In appearance their form was that of a man, 6 but each of them had four faces and four wings. 7 Their legs were straight; their feet were like those of a calf and gleamed like burnished bronze. 8 Under their wings on their four sides they had the hands of a man. All four of them had faces and wings, 9 and their wings touched one another. Each one went straight ahead; they did not turn as they moved.
Eze 1:10 Their faces looked like this: Each of the four had the face of a man, and on the right side each had the face of a lion, and on the left the face of an ox; each also had the face of an eagle. 11 Such were their faces. Their wings were spread out upward; each had two wings, one touching the wing of another creature on either side, and two wings covering its body. 12 Each one went straight ahead. Wherever the spirit would go, they would go, without turning as they went. 13 The appearance of the living creatures was like burning coals of fire or like torches. Fire moved back and forth among the creatures; it was bright, and lightning flashed out of it. 14 The creatures sped back and forth like flashes of lightning. 26 Above the expanse over their heads was what looked like a throne of sapphire, and high above on the throne was a figure like that of a man. 27 I saw that from what appeared to be his waist up he looked like glowing metal, as if full of fire, and that from there down he looked like fire; and brilliant light surrounded him. 28 Like the appearance of a rainbow in the clouds on a rainy day, so was the radiance around him. This was the appearance of the likeness of the glory of the Lord. When I saw it, I fell facedown, and I heard the voice of one speaking. Warning to Israel
Eze 3:16 At the end of seven days the word of the Lord came to me: 17 “Son of man, I have made you a watchman for the house of Israel; so hear the word I speak and give them warning from me. 18 When I say to a wicked man, ‘You will surely die,’ and you do not warn him or speak out to dissuade him from his evil ways in order to save his life, that wicked man will die for his sin, and I will hold you accountable for his blood. 19 But if you do warn the wicked man and he does not turn from his wickedness or from his evil ways, he will die for his sin; but you will have saved yourself.
Eze 3:20 “Again, when a righteous man turns from his righteousness and does evil, and I put a stumbling block before him, he will die. Since you did not warn him, he will die for his sin. The righteous things he did will not be remembered, and I will hold you accountable for his blood. 21 But if you do warn the righteous man not to sin and he does not sin, he will surely live because he took warning, and you will have saved yourself.”
Eze 3:22 The hand of the Lord was upon me there, and he said to me, “Get up and go out to the plain, and there I will speak to you.” 23 So I got up and went out to the plain. And the glory of the Lord was standing there, like the glory I had seen by the Kebar River, and I fell facedown.
Eze 3:24 Then the Spirit came into me and raised me to my feet. He spoke to me and said: “Go, shut yourself inside your house. 25 And you, son of man, they will tie with ropes; you will be bound so that you cannot go out among the people. 26 I will make your tongue stick to the roof of your mouth so that you will be silent and unable to rebuke them, though they are a rebellious house. 27 But when I speak to you, I will open your mouth and you shall say to them, ‘This is what the Sovereign Lord says.’ Whoever will listen let him listen, and whoever will refuse let him refuse; for they are a rebellious house.

XUE QING

2008-12-19T07:14:00.000-08:00

yo! im back! great and amazing things are happening! everyday is just so exciting and meaningful! today went out with xue qing to see shoes.. we meet after like so long!! we missed one another! yep. she said she wanted to see shoes for her mum.. haha! so i brought her to queensway shopping centre to see the sport shoes there.. it's great! we catch up and it's like so cool! can see her smiling!! can see that she's getting better mentally and emotionally... thank God sia!! her smile is so bright! so huge! then we went to orchard- lucky plaza! there have many cheap sport shoes! haha! then we went to play board games at minds cafe! wow! so fun! she opened up even more to the girls in sp unit! haha! great! how we met is really unexpected.. i remember that we were like helpers for sports day in secondary school... didnt expect to be close friends with her as we are in different classes.. we were in different houses as well.. when we were waiting for the briefing, we had to sit there and do nothing.. wow! then i realise someone has to take the initiative to start a conversation when the Holy Spirit smehow convicts me to talk to her.. started to talk to her.. wow! and yep! we become closer and closer in our friendship! then we became good friends.. then close friends.. wow!! have seen her becoming quite bad.. and dont know how to help her.. so prayed for like so many years.. im starting to see my prayers being answered!! wow!! God is moving!! yeah!! she is improving! hope that she can make it for special christmas service on 24th dec!! love her! glad to see her condition improve.. dunke Lord! :>

teck sin!!!

2008-12-17T20:23:00.000-08:00

yo!!! back with more cool news!!! God is so faithful!! always slow to anger... haha! im glad! im so glad!! guess what? really thank God that teck sin is coming back to Him! yeah! after like i prayed for sooooo long! yeah!! i remembered how she fell as many in the group i was in fell.. i remembered how i was so tempted to do the same as her.. to backslide and live the life that i enjoy.. go pub... maybe? haha! thank God for His grace! though i fell deeply, He is still there to pull me up.. i am very sure that she will come back 1 day... coz she needs Him.. haha! now she talk on msn also got laugh out loud instead of always saying boring day!! haha! it's a miracle! with God all things are possible! Amen? haha! really pity those who fall yet have no one to bring them up.. yep.. God is always faithful! :>

joining forces

2008-12-17T06:21:00.000-08:00

yo! im back to blog! i see God moving in a very big way in the hearts of the people! on monday went out with qiao qi then we catch up as we didnt meet up for so long le.. i am really glad to see her! it's great to see the small little girl from stc grow up lo! somemore almost same height as me.. haha! it's so cool! how she matured and we both shared our happenings... and went bowling at kallang leisure park! it was great! though only 2 ppl.. we had much fun and learnt much... somehow not from one another but a bowling pro taught us cool stuff! wow! im amazed and surprised! haha! we both learnt.. and yep.. it's great to bowl after like so long.. haha! exercise is what most people felt redundant to do.. yet it is the most important for a healthy lifestyle.. haha! christmas coming! it's gg to be so fun! coz not only have special programmes and also God's presence in my life :>

2008-12-15T18:25:00.000-08:00

book of Lamentations!! 5 prayer poems! cool!

The book consists of five separate poems. In chapter 1 the prophet dwells on the manifold miseries oppressed by which the city sits as a solitary widow weeping sorely. In chapter 2 these miseries are described in connection with national sins and acts of God. Chapter 3 speaks of hope for the people of God. The chastisement would only be for their good; a better day would dawn for them. Chapter 4 laments the ruin and desolation that had come upon the city and temple, but traces it only to the people's sins. Chapter 5 is a prayer that Zion's reproach may be taken away in the repentance and recovery of the people.

The first four poems (chapters) are acrostics, like some of the Psalms (25, 34, 37, 119), i.e., each verse begins with a letter of the Hebrew alphabet taken in order. The first, second, and fourth have each twenty-two verses, the number of the letters in the Hebrew alphabet. The third has sixty-six verses, in which each three successive verses begin with the same letter. The fifth is not acrostic, but also has twenty-two verses.

agape

2008-12-11T04:56:00.000-08:00

yo! agape is a somehow a new experience for me... it's the first time when chu er and ming en finally come to the events! i am really glad to have these 2 wonderful friends! finally i get to see ming en with his huge muscles and botak head!! haha! really amazed by God's plan at how chu er and i met in the same cca after like so many so many years after we lost contact with one another! i am really grateful for how close yet how far we were.. but now, we are even more closer than before!! we met at 2pm at dover mrt station.. then we took the mrt to paya lebar and changed bus to east coast park.. it was quite rush as we were like late for the games.. nevertheless, we made it for the mega game.. the mega game also not mega game 1.. so small area only.. so short.. should have more time and bigger boundary.. i was like curious.. why is the group i am in have so many guys except for chu er and me? weird sia.. chu er is like asking me too.. haha! weird planning.. nvm.. then i somehow felt a stirring in my heart to get to know the people in my group.. brought chu er with me to start introducing.. then suddenly.. wanting came over and said something i could not believe my ears.. i am the group leader for that group? what? did i hear wrongly? i was not even told.. not even prepared physically and mentally and emotionally.. i was not prepared.. no one told me... then God somehow spoke to me softly.. lead the group just as how u saw people did in youth.. wad?? i ask God are you sure? i was stunned for a moment but ya.. got to do what i need to do.. so got introduction session.. ideas for group name.. and somehow many ideas which are real lame!! nvm.. so i decided on "guten morgen!" the new word i learnt! i want to have fun! so weird being a leader.. never lead in games before.. only rmbed how joanne and weiting and jeslyn led this kind of mega stuff.. the people in my group are weird.. most of them are like ryan's friends.. 1 particular thing is that there is an indian in the group.. wow! i am quite surprised.. not that indian cant be here... but just not very common.. so yep.. strategy to win.. instead of winning, we lost.. but i am very glad that the people in my group had fun like me! some attacked, some defended.. some protected.. wow! somehow a little strange that everyone kept on losing their lives.. but nvm.. we all had fun!! haha! that's wad a game should be! though my team all guys but ya.. somehow realised as we were walking back.. we had a soccer formation.. to protect one another.. haha! then it's like end game liao.. so fast! nvm.. they kept asking me what does guten morgen means.. haha! kept them in suspense untill the end.. then time for cycling, catch up with ming en and chu er.. ming en was late.. if he had joined in the game, we would have won sia!! nvm.. we then played polar bear... and yes.. polar bears won! haha! i am one of them... time for bbq.. we ate and drank to our hearts content.. i was really tired.. but ya.. started to talk about tv.. little nonya came into the picture.. then we talked and had fun.. i enjoyed the small chats with ryan's friends as well.. and yes.. time for little nonya!! rushed to baorun's hse to watch!! didnt know chu er also so gan cheong! we faster chiong to the house and watch! yep.. a very exciting and memorable day for me.. first time almost for everything.. dunke Lord! :>

2008-12-07T19:58:00.001-08:00

Running From God

Jeremiah 52:1-11

The sad end of the earthly throne of the house of David was accomplished by the siege and fall of Jerusalem to Nebuchadnezzar in 587 B.C. The last descendant of David to rule as a king of a physical nation of Zedekiah. He was a young and wicked man. "Zedekiah was twenty-one years old when he became king...And he did evil in the sight of the LORD" (Jer. 52:1,2).

For eleven years of national devastation, moral degeneration and increasing affliction of God's righteous people (epitomized by the suffering of Jeremiah the prophet), this man ruled without much thought of God. When he did think of God his reasonings were only defiant. Maybe he thought that the threatening words of Jeremiah, like those of other prophets before him, concerning the destruction of the city and temple would never be seen in his day. Zedekiah believed that somehow God's punishments would not fall of him. There was no rational basis for this belief, but it is a stubborn conviction shared by many. The apostle Peter warned us concerning the mocking of mockers, who say, "Where is the promise of His coming? For ever since the fathers fell asleep, all continues just as it was from the beginning of creation." (2 Pet. 3:3)

How do men arrive at this conclusion? Is it a wrong conclusion garnered the patience of God? Many think that a delay in threatened punishment means that no punishment will ever come. But this is short-sighted, for a study of God's dealings with man always shows that, in the end, God's threats surely do come to pass, even if they be a long time in coming. Do men think that the past favor of God (such as former fellowship and blessings given) will protect them against the punishment of current sins? As we trust in God not to forget past faithfulness we must also know the same Omniscience and Justice knows of our current activities.

So in Zedekiah's case, "For through the anger of the LORD this came about in Jerusalem and Judah until He cast them out from His presence." (Jer. 52:3) Fellowship with God was lost. They may have been Jews; they may have been daily in and around the Temple; they may have been descendants of David - but they were no longer God's people. He was done with them. So "Nebuchadnezzar king of Babylon came, he and all his army, against Jerusalem, camped against it, and built a siege wall all around it." (Jer. 52:4) It took a long time for this to come, but when it did it was thorough, protracted, horrible and, because God occasioned it, it was successful.

The suffering of the people during the eighteen month siege is described in simple facts of historical record in verse 6. "The famine was so severe in the city that there was no food for the people of the land." Jeremiah gives fuller detail in his sad lamentation. "See, O LORD, and look! With whom hast Thou dealt thus? Should women eat their offspring, The little ones who were born healthy? Should priest and prophet be slain In the sanctuary of the Lord?" (Lam. 2:20)

Such a horrible end of those who had been God's people. Pagans burned the temple, palaces, and houses of the city. (52:12,13) The ornaments the temple and all its implements were removed to Babylon. (52:17-23) High priests and royal officials were killed. (52:24-27) The people were deported to a foreign land. (52:28-30) How pathetic an end for them. Such a grim end that God had to bring on them.

But what of Zedekiah? Did he wait in the palace for the soldiers to come arrest him? Did he perish in the flames while barricaded to resist capture? Did he take a sword and fight with his men? Did he kneel in prayer? No, he cut and ran. "[A]ll the men of war fled and went forth from the city at night by way of the gate between the two walls which was by the king's garden..." (Jer. 52:7) From a prophecy of Ezekiel we learn that this was a disgraceful and inglorious break out through a hole in the wall. "And the prince who is among them will load his baggage on his shoulder in the dark and go out. They will dig a hole through the wall to bring it out. He will cover his face so that he can not see the land with his eyes." (Ezk. 12:12)

So they ran like thieves, but Ezekiel said that they would not get away, "I shall also spread My net over him, and he will be caught in My snare." (Ezk. 12:13) They made it only about 15 miles, and "the army of the Chaldeans pursued the king and overtook Zedekiah in the plains of Jericho, and all his army was scattered from him. Then they captured the king and brought him up to the king of Babylon." (Jer. 52:8,9)

Zedekiah's situation quickly went from bad to worse. His sons were killed before his eyes. (Jer. 52:10) And so that this calamity would be the last thing he ever saw, Nebuchadnezzar "blinded the eyes of Zedekiah." Then he "bound him with bronze fetters and brought him to Babylon, and put him in prison until the day of his death." (Jer. 52:11)

Zedekiah was unable to live a life of rebellion and still have a good end. If we might summarize his life in a few words: He was: wicked, troubled, sieged, running, caught, blinded, imprisoned, and then dead. Surely the words of Jeremiah were fulfilled, "Write this man down childless, A man who will not prosper in his days." (Jer. 22:30)

Yes, the rebellious life always ends disastrously. You can no more run from God's punishment than Jonah could run from His presence - yet many will try. Men have always tried to sow the wind without reaping the whirlwind. They try to sow to the flesh and not reap corruption. They shall keep on trying to live a life of sin and not go to hell. And none will succeed. We will not prosper in sin. We will not be successful in running from the fires of hell. Zedekiah couldn't run that fast. I can't run that fast. You can't run that fast.

2008-12-07T06:47:00.000-08:00

yo! back to blog.. saw what happened in e mrt train yest that i gana a shock that brought back many scary and yet sweet memories of primary school..as i was taking the mrt to meet santono and ryan to prepare for jorghi's bday celebration.. i saw sth serious happened in the train... 1 stop after my stop.. which was redhill.. someone around me suddenly fell down and landed onto the ground with a loud"thud". i was like looking at the scenery and thinking of some stuff.. then it happened.. her arm landed in the middle of the entrance of the opened mrt.. i was like shocked.. something dropped down into the gap.. i was really shocked.. i see the people around her help her up and then the door closed.. she was like so weak and somehow she fainted.. and i was angry.. why is there no one giving up a seat for her? my heart was screaming out loud.. but the words didnt came out.. i was too shocked to say anything.. it happened all in front of me.. finally a guy told the people.. i think someone can give up his/her seat.. then a malay gave up her seat.. she cant even support herself.. other people supported her onto the seat.. it was terrible.. my first time.. i saw how some ppl helped and some ppl stood to watch.. is this singapore? then someone told another person to press the emergency button.. yep.. saw the operators came and get her out of the train.. it was scary! then the whole journey in the train.. e past reappeared in my mind. i rmbed how i fainted during choir practice... then how bernadette and mrs kwan stayed with me untill i regained consciousness in primary school.. i rmbed how i still wanted to play cards after waking up.. play " stress".. it was so memorable.. she became one of my best friend in choir.. miss her sia.. it's been so long since we meet up.. it was scary yet sweet.. i saw how bernadette brought me to her house as it was near my house.. i am really thankful for her.. time to do assignment.. :>

mst over

2008-12-05T18:07:00.000-08:00

yo!! back!! yeah!! mst is over!! im so glad! a relieve from all the papers.. now have many assignments and projects during hols... i prefer all these coz projects are like more fun! coz it's like mostly at my house! so excited!! i can invite anyone and everyone over to try e things that we make!! i really thank God for his help during mst.. how he blessed me! wow! im holding onto him! christmas is near!! everyone! ready for havest?? God is moving in many people's hearts.. jia you lo!! harvest is here!! :>

muslim extremist!!

2008-12-01T04:23:00.000-08:00

yo!! just read about this cool and amzing news in the web.. i am like wow!

Islamic Extremist Turns Christian By Jeremy ReynaldsCorrespondent for ASSIST News Service ESSEX, ENGLAND (ANS) -- An Islamic extremist who grew hating everything about Christianity has now written a book about his conversion.
According to a news release, Abdullahi A considered himself an absolute fanatic. He believed everything he was taught about Jihad (Islamic holy war), and had a deep seated hatred for everything that opposed his beliefs. But all that changed when he met Christ while in his room alone, after having previously dismissed His existence during a debate with a Christian friend.
Speaking of his conversion, Abdullahi said in the news release, “I lack the words to express what I felt like, because I never thought in my wildest imagination that I would one day accept Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior because I was an Islamic extremist. In fact, I was a fanatic right from a very young age. I believed in Jihad against non-Muslims; what is now known as modern day terrorism. But thanks to Jesus for His saving grace.”
Abdullahi said he used to believe that the greatest enemy of Islam was Christianity.
He added, “Have you ever seen a Muslim and Buddhist quarreling? No, because they are not threats to Islam, but Christianity poses a big threat to Islam and a Muslim fanatic will stop at nothing to eliminate all who believe in Jesus Christ. This is why I believe the focus of the Al Qaeda network is the United Kingdom and America, because to them Christianity originated from these countries.”
His new book “From Islam to Christianity” is a useful tool to help Christians engage with other faiths so they can explain their beliefs in a non-condescending fashion.

li ling!!

2008-11-29T18:16:00.000-08:00

yo!! im back to blog! amazing things keep just happening! so unexpected! yest after service i went to eat dinner as usual at le meridien.. as i was like walking my usual rounds to see what i should i eat.. i saw a very familiar face.. a face of where i had seen before.. she looked at me.. i looked at her.. we were like stunned! we recognized each other! she's li ling! my ballet friend!! i am like so amazed!! she was also so excited to see me!! we were like what are u doing here?she asked me first.. so i said i having dinner here after service.. i asked her.. and amazingly she said! im in this church only didnt come for quite some time having dinner here after service.. i could not believe my ears!! another ballet friend in the same church?? God just confirmed His calling for me.. i am like what?@! faster ran to get her hp. no to keep in contact! amazing!! i remembered how i had to struggle to give up ballet last time.. and not really sure what is God calling me to do.. i really thank God that giving up ballet for Him that time is worth it! i am sososososososo amazed!!! Lord! make me stronger! :>

2008-11-27T07:41:00.000-08:00

yo!! im back to blog of sth so amazing today!! it's great to live for the Lord!! really!! i didnt really expect jorghi to actually ask me to pray for him!!!! it's simply so cool!! it's like a lost son coming back to the father and becoming alive! i m really so glad for him!! he said:

"pray for me, my exams, my life, my injuries, my flaws,
Ebuddy Newb says:
etc etc etc etc
Ebuddy Newb says:
ur personal msg is nice"

i am really amazed that my msn nick can actually impact people leh! wow! thank God for this! jia you le ppl for mst exams coming nxt week! rmb to pray!! :>

thank you Lord

2008-11-26T06:56:00.000-08:00

yo! real glad for uncle anthony! thank God for somehow protecting him.. he started to feel giddy on fri.. the giddiness was so bad that i heard he turned white and is hospitalised.. went to see him and saw him and his family.. how they cared fpr one another.. really felt God's love there in the hospital.. saw many ppl came to see him.. i somehow see how auntie kenny fed uncle anthony.. really hope that carolyn can soon come to know the Lord's love, grace and mercythat she can join me to do greater things for the Lord as soon as possible.. move Lord move in this family.. yeah! heard today that he almost got a stroke.. time that he got to live his life wisely, to know what to eat and not.. thank God for protecting him.. :>

asia conference

2008-11-23T05:18:00.000-08:00

yo! real glad to be able to go for the asia conference.. im really surprised to see jack neo testifying about how the Lord led him into directing his movies.. it's really inspiring to see more artistes coming to know the Lord.. wow! it's really amazing how God moves in all walks of life! jia you lo! mst around around the corner..

anonymous

2008-11-19T17:10:00.000-08:00

yo! im back.. just wondering who is this anonymous? haha! is this anonymous from Hope church singapore? which group r u in? wanna get to know u sia! haha! anyway, yest was cooking my new dish in the food lab.. then wad happened? everything like either went wrong or it was a flop.. terrible taste of food.. but we got very good ideas.. the new hot pan doesnt get heat up resulting in the oil not heating up.. why? dont get it.. something makes me angry is that we have to pay for the it.. just went off after cooking ba.. i think they should find out the problem then ask us to pay.. if not we are paying for nothing.. i didnt know cooking that new dish would be so tiring and need so much more than i had expected for the koufu competition.. somehow i was discouraged.. the group was discouraged.. then the Lord encourged me in some way or another.. yes. God is mighty and powerful.. He can do amazing things that we cant do.. trust is the key to success.. it's time that we do our best and trust that God will do sth about it.. i believe this is just the beginning.. hey group members in my group! let's not give up! we will definetely succeed with God on our side! i know it's very difficult.. to juggle so many things at one time.. hence, we got to learn to depend on Him who has no limit! help us Lord! in Jesus name. Amen. :>

koufu

2008-11-17T05:58:00.000-08:00

yo! struggling.. yet i am enjoying it.. coz i know what it's gg to be like in the end.. really wanna thank God for ppl in my koufu group that though it's real late to think of the product now but i c that we can really cooperate with one another.. there is hope! we have a many great ideas that are compiled together for the food competition.. yep.. all the way!

mummy

2008-11-16T05:32:00.000-08:00

yo! real glad that among all the struggles... i see mummy growing stronger in e Lord! she can sense that she is changing... really glad to see how she start to learn what is real love and then show it to everyone around her... her short temper is really decreasing by God's grace! dunke Lord! :>

piano hands

2008-11-13T06:22:00.000-08:00

yo! really glad that i have a testimony to share! it's amazing... anyway, today had only 1 practical from 8am to 11am.. it started well.. with the teacher briefing us what to do.. oh btw, she was the one in the tv show" zao an ning hao". haha! it's really great to see her in my class.. then it was time to knead the dough.. i am the one kneading.. as timothy does not want to do it.. i knead.. and knead and knead.. the dough became more and more sticky.. untill it stick onto my hands.. mine was the stickiest.. the lecturer said i have "piano hands".. what is that? nvm. yi ming said sth that hurt me so deeply.. "yr cooking sure fail". yep.. people were looking at me.. like i was dumb or something.. and that i did it wrongly.. i felt worse when everyone just laughed at me.. they even joked about me, behind my back.. heard them so loudly laughing at me.. it was terrible.. i asked God what did i do wrong? why do i need to suffer all these? i love them and want to help them to change but they all did this to me.. i was hurt.. very hurt.. untill i didnt want to talk to anyone of them but just read newspaper.. i felt so discouraged.. i wanted to cry.. while waiting for the dough to be baked.. something amazing happened.. you beng suddenly said "you all say her like that, so bad" he stood up for me! then i stepped out and talked to rinny.. to go together to see the pastry in the oven.. yep.. she said something weird.. " did you see yours? it's the best in the oven.." i could not believe my ears.. so i went closer.. and saw.. still could not believe my eyes.. maybe cant see clearly in the oven.. waited and waited.. i was anticipating what is gg to happen.. i dont know what is happening.. my mind is like God what are u doing today? oh! time for the baked pastry to be out of the oven.. as they took them out... i saw something really amazing... really amazing!!!! God is faithful! mine is really the best out of the 10 pastries!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am surprised, taken aback, dont know what to say.. i just stood there in amazement! how did it happen? mine was the worst dough among the 10.. how did it become the best? God u sure did something amazing today! thank you for backing me up! i saw the people there shut their mouths up.. and they stopped saying me... dunke Lord! :>

dunke Lord

2008-11-11T05:11:00.000-08:00

yo! real glad to have such a great classmate! it's so amazing whenever i see how the Lord plans His timing and everything.. it's time to win more souls for Christ again... i am real surprised at how God provides for me.. now.. i am continuing on the mission and out of the clique i have always been in.. i have shared the good news to them le.. sown a seed in them.. like have no effect.. time to move on to the rest le.. got to know a classmate who is a new international student from indonesia.. she is really nice.. yep.. i see that she has many friends.. mostly all international.. at first really find it difficult to understand what she says.. but as time goes by... we can finally understand one another and we have common interests.. music! haha! it's good to be out of a usually stressed out group for a while.. i learn indonesian and german from rinny and rinny learn english from me.. we both can get along quite well in the class.. somehow see say haow growing wanting to do more for the class.. i see i am getting closer to people i dont usually spend time with.. it's sometimes irritating yet fun when i know i m doing this for the Lord.. God is good.. more people are getting to know the good news.. Lord, pls soften their hearts to follow you. In Jesus's name Amen.

quality time

2008-11-09T04:03:00.000-08:00

yo! im back.. abit still sick.. but anyway, real glad to spend quality time with my mum.. though it was short abt 3 hrs only, but it was wonderful when God is in e picture.. both of us can understand 1 another better.. my mum met me at chinatown after i gave tuition.. walked around chinatown.. talked.. and it's great to see her growing! it really encourages me to grow as well.. to take a step to trust in e Lord like how she trusted in e Lord.. though it was difficult last time.. but now i see that she enjoy everyday with the Lord.. God is faithful.. use this to encourage me.. not bad.. i really hope the next one would be my dad.. or even my grandma.. yep.. i see my mum changing having the fruits of the spirit! it's worth it! God is good! i need to be stronger..

God never fails

2008-11-05T03:45:00.000-08:00

yo! gana sick le.. have sore throat + fever.. i dont know why like that.. not even exam time... head was spinning.. felt real tired.. but really amazed as this is the first time that qianwen actually asked me to help out for the red cross stuff.. have not seen qianwen for very long.. today really glad to have helped out at the sp red cross blood donation booth.. i somehow see that actually ppl are willing to give de..somehow the remnants of God in the people.. yep. i rested at the booth.. really thank God for pooi yee to be there also to help out to tell the people what was needed.. we also got to know a person called pei ling.. it was a weird experience.. after all these.. we both realised that red cross club has so many china students.. most of them are qianwen's friends... ooo.. somehow i see a picture that they can come to know Christ through qianwen.. somehow.. weird. nvm. then head was still spinning after rest.. i came home. yes. popo confirmed that i have fever.. then mummy shared her testimony at the dinner table.. really strengthened by it.. God is moving.. we all need to be stronger.. popo somehow gave more food to me.. this is real extraordinary.. that somehow, i felt God's love.. thank you Lord! :>

amazing plan of God

2008-11-02T05:50:00.000-08:00

yo! today something amazing happen today! today cried in the morning.. so diao.. then got up to do report and to give tuition.. today dont really feel like gg to give tuition with red and weird eyes.. but got to la.. missed last week le.. yep.. went to give tuition and like normal charlton the active little boy is sometimes very difficult to handle.. he will stand on the chair, draw around... very active.. i was a little stressed.. but ya still got to give tuition.. he dont know suddenly study halfway then say wanna go toilet, drink water.. yep.. then sth very amazing happened! he suddenly sang a song after doing a few questions.. a song.. that is so intriguing.. "hosanna hosanna!" i could not believe my ears.. what song was he saying? continue to try to ask him to study.. but he still cant study.. and sang another new song.. a chinese song.. " zan mei zu!" then i was stunned.. what is he singing? he's praising God? i still cant believe my ears as i dont understand all the chinese words and still asked him to study.. then he sang the third song.. "i wanna see Jesus lifted high, a banner that flies across the land...!" and i joined in so naturally... we both sang that song together... then somehow God reminds me that He is here... He lifted my spirits.. i started to look up.. and see His wonderful work.. i see the little boy singing with so much joy in His heart.. it reminds me that i am a child of God as well! God somehow took away my stress.. after we sang the song..i asked him what primary school are you from? then he said... i am in queenstown primary school.. still curious i asked him.. what kindergarden were u in? he told me he was from good shepherd kindergarden in queenstown!! i am so amazed!! i am really surprised!! that was my pre- kindergarden!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally after the songs, we really started having tuition.. wow! when we started i can really focus.. it's like God has added strength onto my tired self.. God is faithful! same kindergarden! i am really amazed by God's plan! really.. i am really convicted and encouraged and smehow got more strength to face the challenges of the days in this sinful world.. really thank God for this! :>

meiyan

2008-11-01T17:54:00.000-07:00

yo! dont know why nowadays feel so tired easily.. but ya i still wanna see ppl in cls to come to know God.. Lord, make me stronger.. i dont like to be tired as i will lose my focus... smehow i believe God is gg to do sth great in cls by this yr.. i need cooperation.. if not it's gg to be nothing done... soon.. glad to see meiyan comin to tag on blogs... yep.. time for you to have yr own blog le... can note down how God move in your life.. got to do report liao.. have fun..

struggling

2008-10-31T19:34:00.000-07:00

yo.. im back to blog.. still struggling.. but somehow i am glad that i can see meiyan speaking out more and more.. tired but never give up.. God help me!

xiang chin's bday!

2008-10-26T09:04:00.000-07:00

yo! im back to blog abt sth so cool tat happen today! today morning went to school to play basketball.. then played badminton... wow! daryl is like so good in drums also in sports! he has real huge muscles... haha! anyway, what's more exciting is that i went to meet xiang chin, mei xuan and even shi yun... i prayed for quite long for an opportunity to actually talk to her. God has been telling me to help her in this area.. the fact that she is giving in to temptations- worldly stuff.. but i dont know how.. she always have no time.. she didnt want to talk to me.. she change her hp. no. also didnt tell me.. i just discovered it through doris.. i dont know what went wrong.. but i dont know have been praying for something to happen.. thank God for today! i finally can talk to her coz we plan xiang chin's bday tog.. dont know but Holy Spirit keeps telling me to plan e bday celebration.. then we planned.. we had many eye contacts.. and smehow my acting improved! xiang chin gana pian! so we had alot of fun! i really thank God for this opportunity that xiang chin actually asked us out to have fun with him.. i really hope that this surprise will not end.. but really help him to understand what strong friendships is.. i really hope mei xuan can come back.. to the place of divine exhange! we had more than just fun.. it's somehow we c one another and know one another one level deeper.. i hope that all these ppl around me can really experience God's love and His amazing power in their lives.. that we will all be bros and sis in time to come.. God help me! :>

sgh encounter

2008-10-24T08:20:00.000-07:00

yo! today very cool.. i went to sgh to see doctor with my mum.. thank God for my mum who is so willing to accompany me to the doctor despite having to work .. we went and it all ended fast..thank God my backbone didnt worsen.. so we went to eat lunch after seeing the doctor.. went to the blk 6 fc at level 8.. a very cool and special encounter that i have never seen before! never experienced before! as i was fasting.. i didnt eat lunch.. so my mum ate yong tau fu.. and yep.. she finished... then! the encounter! the cleaner came and asked.. can i clean up? then as usual ppl will say ok.. we have finished eating.. then as he cleaned up the plates and bowls... he said.. "God bless you! " i was stunned! my mum was stunned! can u imagine how it can be if the world is full of Christians who love the LORD? everyone will be loving one another and many surprising things can happen! even a small word like tat from a cleaner is really unexpected! thank God for this special encounter! :>

the Lord says

2008-10-22T19:13:00.000-07:00

JEREMIAH 29:11

"FOR I KNOW THE PLANS I HAVE FOR YOU, DECLARES THE LORD,PLANS TO PROSPER YOU AND NOT TO HARM YOUPLANS TO GIVE YOU A HOPE AND A FUTURE."

school

2008-10-22T18:28:00.000-07:00

yo! back.. still struggling though.. anyway, still will continue to follow Christ.. no matter how difficult it is gg to be.. his faithfulness never fails.. yep...

struggling

2008-10-16T01:44:00.000-07:00

yo! school start lo... back to the busy schedule of school.. somehow this time i feel abit tired.. dont really wanna start school.. have to tackle more problems than hols.. but ya.. God still telling me the same thing.. something to do with suffering like Jesus did.. yep.. many things in my mind but wanna focus my mind on God.. coz His Word never fails! i know this sem is the time tat i need to do smething.. with God.. struggling... but God kept telling me.. when i am weak then i am strong.. hope that this sem will be a better sem.. besides all the rejections.. yep.. to step out...

trust2

2008-10-05T08:42:00.000-07:00

im back to blog.. it's been a huge struggle.. to trust God in this particular area.. i remembered i prayed for about 3 years to clarify.. 2 years to ask God to reveal to me what and why this thing happen.. and yes.. God somehow revealed to me slowly.. i dont wanna give up. i wanna continue to grow.. it's time... on saturday, i was going to ps with shawn, ryan, wanting and pooi yee... then yep.. had to buy things that i need by the 5pm.. i remembered how i walked away to cool down..firstly i went to the tangs place to buy toner.. then when i stepped into the ballet store to buy the toepad.. i heard.. "Holy Holy..." then i was stunned... i felt so peaceful in the presence of the Lord.. i bought the cheaper toe pad.. as i was walking back after buying everything.. i talked to God.. it's a long walk from tanglin shopping centre to cuppage plaza.. i realised.. sermon which is preached by Pastor Jeff really blew my mind off.. during alter call.. there was this question.. have God shortchanged you when you put your trust in Him? my answer is no.. i recalled how i prayed for His strength during cycling with my classmates.. He gave me the strength that i became the first in the line from the last.. then i recalled how randall challenged me... i know i cant always remain like that..

jamming

2008-09-29T08:13:00.000-07:00

back... to blog.. about the goodness of God! this time is during jamming... that Holy Spirit led me.. it's like cannot be described.. i remembered how i asked God to help me in the toilet.. i kept going to the toilet.. coz i was real scared... everytime scared with new people around.. this time it's mei hua.. somehow really thank God for her! she came and then i realised i forgot how to play but then it's like so unprepared coz only have 1 day of practice.. i prayed.. and somehow trusted.. thank God also for Jorris who encouraged me! though the music was weird.. coz drums and guitar could not coordinate.. but God kept telling me to carry on... and do not give up as He's with me.. He wants to use me to do something great in sp... interesting! i played and played and played even more! did not want to stop.. but time's up la.. it's great to be God's presence! then wad happened after that, there's another jamming room beside us in use.. people whom we do not know.. they played and make some weird noise.. their drum skills are good.. but as we make our way down to the toilet.. heard that they played "hosanna" mockingly.. they were making fun of us.. somehow.. inside me, anger burned.. and this verse came after that. on my msn nick about people mocking God.. what an amazing day to be sensitive to the Holy Spirit :>

ballet

2008-09-24T20:31:00.000-07:00

yo! real glad to go back to ballet... and guess what i discovered? not only me going back to ballet! my friend also trying to go back to ballet.. haha! saw her at my trial class at ymca.. haha! so cool! so surprising! haha! she was once my cousin's best friend also.. amazing sia! haha! we both were so surprised to see one another. but somehow she look abit sad.. maybe she feels that something is missing also.. think it's ballet.. we are both christians... guess God is planning something cool! haha! anyway, she's going to australia soon.. going to miss her.. haha! just feel that something special is going to happen in another 10 years? 20 years? about ballet and how people can be brought to know Christ personally.. cool sia! so whatever it is, still God is my 1st piriority.. then yesterday's class was real fast.. we both agreed on this point. we do one exercise after another.. it's like so different from our teacher before.. both teaching methods are different.. it's time to really revise on our own about all the ballet terms to remember them.. hard work lo! but i think im going to enjoy it! haha! take care ppl! :>

trust

2008-09-20T20:13:00.000-07:00

<< Psalm 20:7 >>

Some trust in chariots, and some in horses: but we will trust in the name of the LORD our God.

healing

2008-09-20T19:32:00.000-07:00

yo! im back to blog! after soooo long! yep.. it has been a great struggle and i have been reflecting upon my life.. i am really glad to know Christ personally! it's tiring at times, painful.. but at the end of the day, i have the joy that the world cant give.. somehow i realised God's anointing is back! i actually didnt know that God can minister to myself and even the others through the guitar.. now i understand how did jeslyn- my 1st shepherd can play the guitar so well that it can be so ministering.. i have been wondering how to start to play softly& loudly on the guitar.. and now i know le! it's actually when the Holy Spirit leads, we will just play it naturally.. we just have to be sensitive to the Holy Spirit.. quite true.. in this world we can be so distracted by the things around us that we forgot to focus on what's more important. somehow, after being dry for so long.. i believe that God reassures me that there's going to be revival in sp.. that He wont just let cls continue to be like that.. God is faithful no matter what happens! what happened yesterday is simply so amazing!! somehow i realise i have been in sitting and standing in the wrong position for a very long time on mon last week.. i have an illness called scoliosis since primary 1. i think many people dont know.. coz that time i was still dancing.. i stopped as actually not because about the cost, not about i cant cope, not because i dont like the teacher.. it's because i wanted to go for service rather than dancing as both timing clashes.. i know it is God's calling for me to be His child.. so i gave up on ballet even though i did untill the highest grade.. i have been thinking was it a wrong decision to choose God over ballet? if not i can have want i wanted.. fame.. or even achievement, can be a teacher le.. or even have more money le.. i have been faithful.. not enough? but then now somehow God told me to go back to ballet.. i dont understand.. i gave up because of Him now He wanted me to go back.. is He trying to make fun of me? and i have been finding for ballet classes which are affordable..it was after sermon.. altercall.. when everyone responded.. i was telling God that my back is painful but i have to get it back to shape before it becomes worse.. i am going to trust in Him.. then i suddenly felt something moving.. the muscle on the left side of my body which has been real stiff up since last week.. loosened!!!!!!! i opened my eyes and i saw my specs is in line with the words on stage! God is amazing!!! He healed me somehow! it's unexplainable!! but ya!! i really experienced God's healing on my back! then God taught me something.. He taught me to trust in Him rather than the things that can help only for a short term.. He taught me to dance for Him rather than dance for myself.. to do things for Him and not myself.. wow! i understand why i have to go through all these le.. and i made an oath with Him to do things for Him rather than myself.. to show the love that He has for me to the others.. somehow... He humbled me.. and then i got to know that faithfulness is good but not good enough.. somehow it's how much we believe and trust in Him even when we dont understand and obey.. it's about the heart.. thank you Lord!! i understand le! it's tough but im going to continue to trust in you! God slowly heal my heart.. and im glad and never regret my decision to know Him! :>

time so refreshing

2008-09-04T18:50:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog after being sick for a few days.. it's been a very tiring and sick period... everyday, i have to stay at home.. so many things happened through this time, my fever is the highest of 39.4 degree Celsius after so many years. i was real scared as the doctor said it is maybe due to dengue fever and come back to him if the fever does not subside.. dengue fever? i didnt have that before in my whole life... how come suddenly will have this kind of sickness? weird.. then i remembered that some people die from dengue fever.. my mum and dad were very worried.. my mum sponged me immediately after we came back from the clinic hoping that my fever would go down... i ate my antibiotics and panadol.. however, the more i felt terrible... then guess wad? i vomited the antibiotics out.. it was terrible.. i thank God for my mum and dad who are very concerned.. my mum kept looking after me.. thank God she did not have work.. or else i would have been more terrible as my dad does not know how to take care of people.. i smsed some people in the sp unit.. asking them the weirdest question ever.. do people die from dengue fever? so lame sia.. and most of them replied why ask this qns suddenly? so diao.. funny as it seems.. i told them i felt real terrible.. duh.. aiya.. no common sense de.. nvm..then after sponging and eating medicine for the second time, i vomited out the antibiotics again.. the fever just made me shiver.. i could not go into sleep.. i was wondering if it's really dengue.. then i began to pray about it.... i told God i havent finish what you have told me to do.. how can i leave now? i have unfinished mission.. things that God wants me to do.. havent impact enough people into the Kingdom of God in tertiary.. im just starting again.. what about my mum, dad, and grandmother, and uncle, and those havent been saved? meiyan tat side.. felt so weak and i think i lost alot of weight when i am sick..

and amazingly God always talk to me whenever i am sick.. maybe i am more sensitive to the Holy spirit ba.. and He told me alot alot alot.. revealed to me alot alot, alot more than before... of course there is a realization.. there was rebuke.. there is hope in the future.. bigger and better things that i can do in the future for the Lord.. thank God for my mum who went with me to see doctor 2 times, i thank God that i am able to see my youth ul at working at the clinic! elise is working there.. yep.. somehow her presence encouraged me.. and so.. i went for an injection when my fever did not go down.. saw the worried eyes of the doctor.. ooo.. like so scary.. but somehow Holy spirit assured me that God is with me.. yep.. and then many calls came after a good sleep after the injection.. my fever finally went down and i checked if i have rashes.. dont have.. haha! think i worried for nothing la.. i saw how God loves me through my parents, the sp unit.. bros and sis i think were worried for me as well.. my mum was really relieved.. my dad was really relieved as well after my fever subsided.. somehow it has been a blessing in disguise.. this experience smehow increases my faith in Him. even though everything in the world changes, friendship, relationship between bros and sis change, situations change.. the Maker of Heaven and the earth will not change.. He's the alpha and the omega.. His love, grace and mercy will never change.. it doesnt have to be like in tv dramas.. people come to see you in hospital buy fruits buy lame stuff then people show that they care.. people can care in different ways.. the best way is what? prayer is the best gift to people.. :>

lost

2008-08-29T19:40:00.000-07:00

yo! finish exams lo! what a relieve.. yep.. now can really relax.. and do what i wanna do.. yep.. going back to ballet le..

JUMP 2008

2008-08-22T20:23:00.000-07:00

yo! i really wanna blog about JUMP2008! it's my first time praising and worshipping God at fort canning park.. so cool sia.. it didnt rain when it's time to start praise and worship Him.. then it started to drizzle a little in the middle of worship.. and what happened next? the drizzle stopped smehow and i know God is truly so amazing! i was praying in my heart that the drizzle can stop.. i believe many in there were also praying.. God answered our prayers! then another cool and memorable part is the fireworks halfway through the praise and worship.. this part is so timely just after alter call! wow! thank God i saw abit of it the top part of the fireworks.. it's like somehow a celebration..sth like that.. the best of it all is that i realise after the whole thing.. God healed me! my stomachache gone le! i saw how the praise and worship leaders take turns to lead.. wow! amazing.. i saw many youths in the family! most around us is people from the youth service.. wow! didnt get to see those i know in youth but i am really glad we are in the family of God that im sure that they are somewhere over there.. somehow, God spoke to me during the praise and worship about me and my life.. interesting.. yep.. i really love to be the presence of the Lord coz it's the only place where i can find peace in my heart.. im nt gg to give up.. study hard and smart! got 2 more papers to go! God strengthen me!

wow!

2008-08-10T02:29:00.002-07:00

yo! wah.. when i helped my mum in housework, guess what i saw on the tv! it's e show! my fav show! replayed after 10 over years!! my fav idol on tv! he and the girl sang the famous song on my blog.. guang huai fang shi! wow! i m so touched again by that show.. that show never fail to make me tear... they act real well! so much emotions... i didnt expect to see it play on the tv again.. wow! i have been waiting for so long.. so long for that show to replay as i have no money for mobtv.. so cool!! nt bad sia :>

wow

2008-08-10T02:29:00.001-07:00

semester exam is comin!

2008-08-09T18:48:00.000-07:00

yo! im back to blog after so long.. have been real busy with work nowadays that i smehow have not much time to blog.. and smehow do what i need to do.. exam is comin.. so fast.. nxt week is study week le.. i really hope that i can have e strength to study all e way... so tired as i have not been exercising.. i need time to exercise.. everyone is sp is gg through exams.. i wanna live my life upon e Word of God without compromise.. it's difficult but i believe that God will help me through this very stressful time.. jia you lo! God bless! :>

membership class!

2008-07-20T18:32:00.000-07:00

yo! real glad to have gone for e membership class.. almost didnt go.. anyway, it's a great experience though the whole planning of it abit shin.. but ya.. smehow as i wrote about my testimony again.. God spoke to me.. that many people in the world still need Him and He convicted me not to give up as He's gg to reveal something new and i am gg to change... wow! im really excited for the change.. it's really divine as people around me are talking about the church's growth.. i believe God called me into this Church for a reason.. anyway, really wanna thank God also for the so called scholarship! it sounds like a real grand event where there is gg to be a rehearsal on thursday and friday the actual thing where i will have a fantastic buffet! hehe! yeah! looking forward to the buffet where i can get to know some yr1s in CLS and BE. cool! i hope it is gg to be a good one as this is my 1st time.. thank God for financial help so that i can further in my studies.. exam is around the corner and soon it's gg to be holidays! i am gg to depend more on God for this final exam for this semester.. see how God's amazing power takes place.. hehe! God bless! :>

gems

2008-07-17T23:57:00.000-07:00

yo! im back to blog! oooo... i am the good guest for the gems roleplay.. baorun is the bad guest! aha! expect sth new.. hehe! so fun... have fun! :>

struggling

2008-07-16T07:46:00.001-07:00

yo! back.. really wanna thank God for the time i can have with my classmates for the palm oil talk today.. this reminds me of the days in stc.. my secondary school.. where i went to the palm oil plantation.. didnt know that the experience at that time can be so useful in the future.. like now.. i didnt expect myself to be studying food science.. i miss those days.. ya.. really miss those days.. the palm oil talk today was so boring.. everyone is like concentrating in looking forward to refreshments.. so irritating.. the talk is like advertising for palm oil instead of saying the right stuff about it.. they like trying to sell the palm oil.. whatever they said was biased.. this is like so different from the experience at the malaysia oil palm plantation last time.. i rmbed that time i had so much fun and learnt so much! even took photos with the machines and the palm oil seeds.. and even the barn owl habitat.. so beautiful.. i wanna go back there to have a second talk which is so much nicer than in the singapore polytechnic itself.. yep.. so much more fruitful last time.. but now malaysia's economy is also not doing very well. anyway, i am glad that i can get to see how say haow grow.. and how God is moving in his heart to take on more new roles.. he even agree to be an mc for the talk! wow! i see God moving not only in his heart but also in meixuan's heart.. she is growing as well.. and i even get to know wenhao today better as well.. yep. i really hope that by the end of this year, i can really see at least 5 of cls ppl come to know Christ personally.. nitez.. tired..

dreams..

2008-07-13T07:17:00.000-07:00

yo! im back! i have many weird dreams nowadays.. some of which i do not understand.. anyway, thank God for many interesting and exciting things that are happening in my life after i went for water baptism.. wow! really glad to see and wanna affirm those who are water baptised today! it's been a hard decision for most of them and yep.. they went for it! haha! i wanna thank God for time that i can spend with my family today after water baptism.. God put a burden in my heart that the family can be like the family of God. yep.. i really hope and pray that my family can be closer than now.. yep.. have fun ppl! take care! God bless! got to do my wrk le..

God is changing meiyan!!

2008-07-09T07:22:00.000-07:00

yo!! im back!! got a huge testimony to share!!! haha! really wanna thank God for helping meiyan out from her depression!! yeah!! really glad!! i know it's not by me.. i know it's God!! He work through all of us those girls.. wow!! im amazed!! very amazed! God is moving!! at the time when i am real confused with my decision if i should go for membership class.. i prayed about it for very long and asked God to show His amazing power to convict me to go for membership class.. and of course! His faithfulness never fails!! He's changing meiyan bit by bit.. and also me bit by bit... i realise that there's a purpose for this.. i really thank God for what He had done! really hope that meiyan will come to know Christ and join me in this race! haha! and.. guess wad? i have decided to go for membership class! i am convicted by God that He's with me no matter wad happens.. it's a great adventure with Him and i believe that i can overcome my weakness with Him in time to come.. i am really thankful that this period of time God has really mould me and that i have grown.. i really believe that God is gg to use meiyan greatly to bring hope and salvation to our family! haha! i really wanna thank God for those who encouraged me to love those whom i dont really like.. ppl such as randall, baorun, jeremy, santono, blah blah blah.. many many in the sp unit! thank God for u all! really! continue to walk closely with God in this race! :>

say haow at ikea

2008-07-04T18:32:00.000-07:00

yo! im back... real busy with my projects and reports.. but really wanna spend some time blogging to update on my life.. thanz to caryn for tagging on my blog! there are many changes recently in the sp unit.. resulting in many things in my mind.. anyway, my hairstyle is like so weird when it's short.. so diao.. i wanna get back my old hairstyle.. this is gg to take another 2 years.. yest went to ikea with my mum to see a chair on sale.. usual price is $99 but yest only $59! yest is e 1st day of the annual sale.. however, the chair was like weird and the back of the chair is like not stable at all.. it makes one slouch even more.. i really hope tat i can get a new computer chair asap as my chair is gg to spoilt le.. i need a good one that can support my weird spine.. i really thank God for the time i spent with my mum.. she shared much to me on the burdens she has for the family.. i thank God tat i am able to be take out time to listen to her.. then walked around ikea.. guess who i saw? i was real surprised!! so surprised! it's say haow at ikea! with his friend.. we were like so surprised when we saw each other and we kept laughing.. dunno for wad ... lame.. but ya... i believe it's part of God's plan.. smehow c him there confirmed that God longs to touch him through me.. i thank God for e time spent there and seeing him all of a sudden.. he's suppose to do finish food chem.. diao.. haha! nvm time to rest also ba.. continue to pray for him.. :>

mst is over!!! :>

2008-06-27T20:27:00.000-07:00

yo ppl! im back! haha! i am really glad tat my mst is finally over!~ haha! finally can rest for 1 day after studying so much and hand being pain after all that writing.. haha! yeah! really studied real hard.. smehow i realise that this 1 week is part of charcter moulding.. God moulds my character to rely on Him rather than on myself compared to my exams last year.. i am not as stressed up as last year.. during this period of studying.. i rmb how e ppl around me encouraged me and i encouraged my classmates.. wow! God is moving.. so great to be His child.. i am really thankful for the love that he has for me.. now, meiyan still sms me everyday.. but smehow, coz of God's love.. i realise smehow i m learning to love others whom i dont like as well.. i am becoming more and more christlike and enjoy blessings like never before.. yeah! gg to be time for retreat! excited for even more of God's presence in my life..haha! i am really glad tat God shows me smehow a dream.. of me in e future.. wah! unexpected sia.. no words can describe how i feel sia.. hehe! really wanna pray for cls... tat God can continue to move in cls... so tat there will be at least a cg in cls for God and science ppl can enjoy life to e fullest! :>

1st word class with Colin

2008-06-21T21:23:00.000-07:00

yo ppl! im back.. refreshed and renewed by God during word class yest conducted by colin.. is sp unit and ns very 1st meeting with colin.. i really thank God that i can learn alot through that session though the planning of it is weird.. question and answer session after colin shares his heartbeat.. haha! 1st time got this kind of thing in a meeting.. i learn more about the holy spirit and about the gift of tongues.. the difference between gift of tongues and gift of interpretation of the Holy spirit.. wow! these 2 gifts are real powerful.. the prophesy of the 7 years of abundance is really cool and exciting!!! yep.. really have that cool heartbeat in my heart.. quite scared of persecution but ya.. focus on God! hope i can glorify Him in my studies.. Amen..

2008-06-20T19:01:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog.. need a break from my studies.. wanna thank God for the help that yi ming and say haow had given me when i was studying with them.. God is moving.. in yi ming's heart, say haow's heart and even xiang chin's heart.. i really wanna take this time to pray.. dear Lord, i really wanna pray that u can help all of us who are going to have our mid semester's exam soon.. give us wisdom, strength and even courage to tackle all these papers.. i really wanna pray for those who havent come to know you that they will come to know you and have life to the fullest.. i am desperate for your help in my studies.. i am weak.. but i rmb what paul said.. when i am weak, then i am strong as God is with me... Lord! show everyone your wonderful and amazing power that we will know and i will be reminded how much you love us.. and know u r with us.. i also wanna pray for meixuan as well.. that she can really do well with your help and people will know we are your precious children.. and it is a privilege to be your children.. bless sp unit in studies as well and i wanna pray for strength as we do our best.. in Jesus's name Amen :>

love

2008-06-10T07:12:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog.. it's real hard to love.. love is the most difficult.. i see how Christ died for all our sins.. i smehow feel that it's real hard to love.. everyone.. yep..
now really appreciate how God loves me..

hanhong

2008-06-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

yo! back to blog! real cool day... played bball when e sky was dark.. then it rained after playing.. wow! thank God for that! had a good time playing a match! haha! like my rusty skills are coming back.. then i spent time with hanhong.. after wu cao and yongxiang went home.. i gave hanhong a treat- food.. he gave me a treat- drinks.. so diao.. haha! coz he only have $2.50.. after he treat, he's left with 10 cents.. wow! haha! lame la.. so we started to chat.. i asked him a qns.. and he asked me another qns.. then he said open conversation la! wow! 1st time sia! haha! realise that he had a few struggles and also a few testimonies.. wow! so cool! haha! then on my way home, i saw my secondary school teacher!! haha! real glad to see her!! she is also so glad to see me!! haha! thank God for the chance to see her.. nitez.. :>

*GOD LOVES ME*

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